Fleh? / Comments

I doubt you'll read this... but I have so much anger and hate towards you built up, and it hurts me because of how much I loved you... but you killed me inside. I can't pretend I was full of life but you took the little bit that was left and smothered it. I can honestly say that you've hurt me more then anyone. Including the girl that stole my virginity... along with my phone, wallet, and self respect. Out of all the times I've said I love you, your the only person I ever meant it to. I want to talk to you so bad but I know for my own well being its a shitty idea. I'm no gonna play the suicide card because obviously I suck at it... but know that no matter how much you hurt me I'll still love you, and that can only make it hurt worse.

hey thank you so much for the poem comment. it means a lot that you not only read it but related to it :)

hey thanks for the poem comment. :D

Ahaha yeah xD It was interesting
anyways! how have you beeen?!

I didn't know IN LOVE but I knew you liked him XD that's why I was excited to tell you because everyone else I told didn't seem to give a fuck XDD

I went to an Escape the Fate concert about 2 weeks ago and WAS IN THE FRONT ROW and CRAIG FUCKING MABBITT JUMPED ON ME. XD

OMG. DO YOU STILL GO ON D: CAUSE I HAVE NEWS. FUCKING BADASS NEWS.

thanks for the poem comment, it means alot to me :)

Hah. Um good wow or bad wow?

I know what you mean, I'm the same way

dont worry, cuz it wouldnt be original if you took exact ideas so go ahead and twist them xD

holy fuck, I feel like such a fail :(
btw love the layout :)
I'm listening to knives and pens right now :D

Well I saw the part where it said like "ecstasy shrouding our minds, pleasure pouring into every cell of our bodies." which to me reminded me of the chorus xD "Once again the pleasure strangles me" idk xDD
And yeah I'm good at detailed buttsex scenes LOL :p
AND my idea is o: that like maybe his dad gets out of jail one day and sees the two kissing and like plots to like go crazy and kill Tyler

It is my longest story yet :] I'm probably 1/2 to 2/3 done with it, I'm not sure yet. XD

That is, after I finish Ambrosia first :P

I'm probably gonna rewrite it in a more mature fashion that is more realistic XD mine is more of a fantasy love story yaoi... which is boring to write when now theyre in love and BLAH. So I may rewrite it.

that's a possibility...
I'm not really sure though...
damn me and my randomness!!

umm... I kinda don't remember...

LOL you didn't know? XD and I don't care I stopped writing sugar pop bang bang like last year xD

OMG YES Alesana<3 my friend is getting me their autograph and a video of them saying "ILY mary" for me :DD
and OMG YOU CANT END THAT CHAPTER RIGHT BEFORE THE BANGBANG OMG <3
and i find it funny how his name is Eli :3
because in my yaoi story, Elijah was the guys name x3 and Yukio (his lover) called him Eli :P