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Bby, I miss you. <3
How have you been?
I wanted to wish you a happy 2009 and I really hope to talk soon again!

Buckets of love,
Hilde.

I'm canceling my account soon. Well have to talk on myspace.

Heygirlheey. : ]
How have you been?

Whoa I'm sorry you're having a hard time finding a job.. I hope you'll find one soon though, I know how frustrating it is! I mean, I've been working at the hotel for a pretty long time now, but I didn't get it immediately, like, I've been jobsearching for a few months at least before..
Although I must say; on one hand it's pretty rad to make your own money, because you can supposedly spent it on whatever you like; but in my situation it's like that my parents demand I'm paying for my own stuff now, since I make that money, so yeah. But I guess it's always good for self-development and independancy and shizz, blablabla.
Anywaysss.
I'm pretty busy with college myself. That's what it feels like anyways. & furthermore I'm awaiting this huge-ass test on the 15th of december.. but on the 18th I'm going to this prom for all first years at our college, which will be rad. We can bring introducés, so I'm bringing my girl Sabrina, since I STILL don't have a boyfriend. I'm kind of trying to figure out if this one cute guy is coming too, though. Heh. And umm on the 20th I'm going to London.. and a few days after we'll have Christmas of course, which is always nice, aaand then it's almost new years eve! And I have to work at the hotel at 8 in the morning on January 1st! They are like SO crazy to ask that of me and like EVERYBODY is telling me I'd be crazy if I'd do it, but the truth is; I've done it before. Like, I've been working there for 3 years or so now, and I did it two years ago, so I don't really have a point of saying no all of a sudden. I mean. I'm not so good with that kind of shizz. I don't have big-ass plans for New Years Eve anyways. [Well, depending on how Prom-night goes with that one dude, HAHA.]
Furthermooore, I'm kind of trying to spend more time with the horses.. I go shopping a lot and I go out for late night cappuchino's alot. That's about it. : ]]
How are things going with Grace? I'm going through this phase where I'm really almost aching to go and work with Berry, but I'm kind of too scared to just do it and climb on top of him, when really; I just should. : \

Anyways, speak to you soooon!
xoxo H.

hey beyotch, what's up?

hey i updated The Hanging Gardens of Babylon.
You probably don't remember it, but i thought I'd tell you.


bye!

Huyy, howsit in Krystaland?

Whoa that English teacher of yours sounds like a right betch. How about you treat every one of your pupils equally and don't judge them?
I get how that kind of shit could get you down. I hope they'll.. you know, get real with you soon!

My weekend was fine, it was real good to see them all again. We like went shopping and that kind of shizz. It was cool, even though I spent money that I don't really have.
My parents are all like "you've got a job now, so you can pay for your own shit". Never thought I would've been saving up to buy a school book! I passed the first schoolperiod without any books and I'm hoping that I can keep it up this way, but like in college the teachers are all like "read that book, they'll ask a bunch of questions about the substance in the exams" Also, my teachers are like totally devoted to some authors. They'll be like.. asking who said what. Like, we'll literally get asked to quote various important people that did shit for the science of psychology and all in history. It's superlame. It surprised me they didn't ask us when exactly Freud died and how the weather was like on that day. Seriously. : \

Anyways, I completely failed my first test, but I could compensate it with this presentation that my studygroup did really well on, so I'm safe for now. I re-took the test though, just to make sure. Everyone's calling me crazy to do the test again when I'm actually safe because I could compensate; but I know how I am; with my lack of motivation it's not really smart to like.. start off this way, with half grades and shit.

Anyways, did you go with your mum already? If so, how did it go? See any colleges you'd like to go to? I'm really curious as to what direction you wanna go and all. : ]

Furthermore in my life, I really need a guy and I really need more time and money.
That's all. : ]]]

ILY! <333

Ughhhh...
92 ON THE TEST!!!!
What the fuck?!?
I don't even know how that happened.

Um, I'm pretty chill, just failed some more French.
:D
Currently on the phone with a friend.
Whatssa bout youu?

You don't.
But I felt kinda unloved so I decided to make some friends.

Ayyo!

So glad to hear from you!! : ]]

I also love to hear you're doing good. : ] That is awesome, I am so glad.
I suppose I've been doing okayish aswell.
College is going okay, even though it takes up a lot of my time.
Horses are good. Even though I don't have a lot of time to spend with them, considering the way college slurps up all my time, heh.
I'm free tomorrow, my first free day in a while and I'm through with my college coursework already, so I get to spend some time shopping with my girls tomorrow and also hopefully go out riding with Loukje. & then work on sunday & sink back into the consuming chaos that is college on monday. Ha.
But.. I'm good. : ]
My brothers are on a holiday together, with some friends I guess. I don't really know how and for how long and with who they are, but hey. : P
I just watched Fight Club for the very first time in my life [ that's what you get when you're foreign and don't have a lot of influences from people who know what's blowin' : P ], but and I watched it in my brothers' room, like on his beamer and all. Heh. That's the luxury that comes with brotherly department. : ]]

Anyways, I hope to hear from you soonly! What colleges did you apply for and all?

<333
xoxo Hilde.

OHAIBB. ITHOUGHTI'DCARRYONTHISTRADITIONSINCEWEHAVEN'TDONEITINQUITEATICK,YAKNOW?
MANTHATWASANEFFINGUGLYFLOWER,MYGOD.
UH,ICAN'TTHINKOFANYTHINGELSETOSAY,SO,UH[THROWSCONFETTI]THEEND!

Hello Beautiful, tis me Jean. Was ist das?

Krysta!!
I'm suspecting it to be my turn to reply and I can't even remember because it's been so long! I am SO sorry incase it's mine turn, which it most likely is!
Buuut it all comes down to; I miss you too incredible much and at the same time my internet connection is letting me down too much to go back the pages and check who replied last and what. So much for "HetNet cable connection, 15,00 euros per month and 100% reliable!" >_>

I have a lot to whine about and also a lot of things to tell you in general.
Also do I love you buckets and bucketloads.
So let me know how you are, yesplease! : ]]]]

Iloveyoumorethancherryflavouredbubblegum!!!
Hilde. : ]]]

I liked it!
so Business like and cute. I imagined the Guys in their adorable little Black and white Suits they've worn before through out the Thing. N I'm not a fall out boy fan but with reading them on these fics I'm like meh about them now. I've been Lurking bexflex's stuff a lot lately to. Shes too great of a Writer to be real. lol.

have you seen Frankie's University Freshman Essays and sTUFF?
i LOLed. I haven't read much cause I feel like Im invading his Privacy but from what I have... All I gotta say is Frank wtf? he was a funny/Angsty 18 year old.

Lol, it's cool.

Panic At The Disco on the 17th, Cobra Starship on the 20th, Against Me! on the 21st, and The Academy Is... was Sunday.

claire is great :D I love her. I think she may be my favorite too

haha, that's true.
i always get really confused when i come back. xD
D:
you should totally listen to mayday parade.
they're lifechangingly good. :D

ahwh, sorry about
the sickness,
but not about the missing school. (:
i saw all time low, mayday parade, the maine, and every avenue. ^-^
and i'm good. just attempting to do homework. D:

oh no, i haven't!!! Share please!?
hehe.. I've been like in.. Frerard Heaving since u gave me your Bookmark thing cause I've hada areally AWESOME frerard Story to read every day. Tis nice.
thanks again.. Yeah, the Food was Good. I had French Toast and HashBrowns.. yuuum1

you're sicky? Im sorry. I hope u get better! infact.. I know u will.. and well atleast u got a day off School thats gotta be worth it. It used to be for me.
haha.. Live Wire. I understand that. Im like that nearly everyday. So much my mom is Convinced I am Crazy. Which is okay cause Im convinced theres something DEFINITELY wrong with her. lol If u have nothing to do u should go to You Tube and Watch Velvet Goldmine. Its a good movie, I like it so much.