That's been me all day. XD I was distracted by New Moon for part of it, then other stuff and now at 2:30 AM I'm finally updating- It only took twelve hours! XD
Hey thanks a lot for the comment, I really appreciate it. You know, I never thought of drawing on myself instead of cutting. I don't know if it would have the same pain-releasing effect but I will most definitely try it the next time I think of picking up a knife. I just wish things would get easier. I mean if it's not one thing it's another. Either trying to get over the ex after 3.5 years and it's only been a month and a half and he's had another gf since 3 days after he ended it with me, or it's hoping my grandpa lives another day, or dealing with my mom who is going through menopause. I just get to the point where I say 'fuck everyone else, I'm done with the pain', but then I think of my 2 little brothers, my grandpa, my best friend and his wife, and even my ex who says it would devistate him if I hurt myself, even though he's the main reason for it all. I don't know. I just wish life would stop being so hard all at once.
Sorry, just needed to vent a little lol Anyway, thanks a lot for reading and commenting :) Like I said, I'm hoping to update again soon.
hey you can't have me is so good i hope u finish it and brian haner kicks major hobo asz so u really need to get them together because it's killing me lolz