July 13th, 2009 at 10:14pm
Stop. I'm glad you stayed. It was fun, until it went too far... I'm sorry If I hurt you. And don't blame yourself for what happened at the game... Its sooo not your fault. It's mine.... and Nick's. Mostly mine though. And i'm really sorry. I didn't think that he would be high that night, and i didn't think he would be such an idiot. I tought I could keep it all a secret from you because I didn't want to hurt you anymore. I'm soo sorry. Really. Just don't regret staying :) and plz dont kill yourself. I know i've hurt you, but wouuld you really hurt ME like THAT? just plz don't.
xoxo
-Beka
And secondly, I do like Andrew, I have for a long time... But after how much fun I had with Nick yesterday, and from hearing Dustin and Joey's opinion, I am going to stay with Nick. There is just something about him, Do you beleive in solmates?... I do, and I know, no matter what he says, Andrew still loves Sam. And I just can't stand her. Sorry.
And once again, I'm verry sorry for any pain i've caused you.
Goodbye.
.......Second Friend Lost This Month.....