Eh, give it time. I've been someone's mistake before. He dumped me because I never slept with him, and god, I'm glad I did. Love DOES exist and it IS worth waiting for, as cliche as that is.
I've been writing about him. I put up a story called [i]Infinity[/i] that is all about Tate and it's finished, eleven or twelve chapters, I can't remember. I'm currently writing and posting a sequel called [i]Madness[/i].
That's whats weird about it, though. Before I started becoming like this; I was more than open. I was always paying attention to everybody. Everything revolved around everyone else's thoughts and opinions. Everybody else defined me, you know? I couldn't bare to have anyone dislike me. But now, it's like.. I don't know.[i] I'm[/i] the one looking for fights. It's crazy, and the only word I can think of to describe my current state of mind is detached. I just think not caring is my way of coping with shit. It's the only way sometimes, you know?
I broke up with him, and we were together for about a month. He was sweet, not hot; but cute, you know? Just.. really cute. And no, i'm not sad. Should I be? Definitely. Am I? Far from it, I guess. I think something's wrong with me. Like, fer'real~.. I can't seem to like, care for shit. He was crying, and like--I knew I should've been feeling super guilty--(Because there was absoutely no reason behind the breakup-everything was great.) I just like, didn't care anymore. Or maybe I never did. I don't know. I'm always, like.. detached. It's not cool.
I'm sorry that you contemplate the things that I do, but I'm happy that you had liked my journal =]
I suppose we're all a bit of a sight to see, aren't we? On the right days, at the right time, if we catch glimses of one another while the other is oblivious.
Hey, glad to hear you liked Biffy Clyro. They're my absolute favourite band and if I can manage to get others into them too then that makes me very happy. :)
Yeah, okay, I'll check him out. I love getting recomendations for new music.
Also, thank you for reading my story. Means a lot. :)
hmm maybe ill try to improve on that then :3
It's kind of true now that i think about it x3
at least you gave me ffeedback, now i can improve and make it better! :D