Lol, okay.. And yeah. If there was, I'd be glad to talk about it with you, just.. Don't really think there is. I'm just worried about him, and how he's doing is all.
Whoaaa Babe! Don't say sorry, not for something like that!!
Now, I can't speak for everyone but I can speak for myself, so here it goes:
I don't ever want you to be sorry for being in my life, like you said, you're my sister. I couldn't ask for anyone better then you Courtney. Sure, you've made some mistakes, fallen down, but I've never met anyone as strong as you. You have every right to give up and make mistakes, but I don't want you saying sorry for them, not when it comes to me.
You haven't broken anything, if anything, you've fixed a lot of things. And you didn't ruin anyones life, especially mine, no one can ruin someone elsea life, just turn them onto a new path, it's them who ruin themselves.
You aren't a bitch, you have your bitch moments, all girls do, but, don't apologize for it, getting angry proves that your human, Hun.
Sure, you've hurt us, and we've hurt you. That's a two way street. We've all done it, and I'm sure we'll all do it again, it's just a fact of life. You don't mean to do it, and you always try to fix it. It doesn't matter how many times you mess up, people will always be there for you, what matters is how many times you admit the wrong doings and forgive YOURSELF.
And I don't want you to be anyone but the Courtney I've grown to love, you're PERFECT the way you are, don't ever forget that. If you were someone else, you probably wouldn't be my sister, and then what would life be like?
And Courtney, I don't wish I'd never met you, infact, I'm greatful to have met someone so amazing and perfect. And I'm definately proud and greatful to be not only your friend, but your sister. And anyone who gets the chance to meet you or befriend you, is damn lucky, because there is no one like you on this earth.
Not having met you wouldn't have been easier for me, quite the opposite. It woulda been hell. And I wouldn't of been happier, infact I'm pretty damn positive most of us wouldn't have been.
I want you to remember something Courtney, no matter what mistakes you make, no matter how many times you hurt people, there will always been people there for you, whether you want them or not. Some people will never leave. The people that were only in your life for a part were only there to help you grow, others are there for more then that. But just remember that some of us love you.