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You saw a little of the wedding? I think my favorite part were the dresses!
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-Emily
But what?
You have no fucking excuse. You must not be trying as hard as you say you are constantly without ever stopping otherwise it wouldn't be like that. I'm tired of hearing all of this bullshit drama about how much someone's life sucks. That's nothing compared to what others go through along with almost all of the other cases out there. Why the fuck can't people just grow up and get over themselves?
They broadcast their problems like a bunch of needy attention whores and that's all they'll ever be to me. It's pathetic, low, and just down right disgusting that people are pulling this shit just because they want attention and pity.
I didn't have any fucking family there for me as I grew up. I never celebrated my birthday, let alone heard Happy Birthday until I was 15. I was alone every single one of those before that. I didn't have friends, what family that was blood related to me wanted nothing to do with me. I fell into a hole, fucked up my life, hit depression, but I realized moping around, calling my life horrible and telling myself that I had no reason to exist was just pathetic so I got myself help. I pulled my ass out of that hole I'd dug and created a life for myself. Life doesn't get better when you don't give your full effort constantly 24/7 for the rest of your life. I know what it's like to be alone, to be unwanted, to be rejected, and feel like you're an unnecessary piece of useless, worthless shit that should just disappear, but there's no reason for that bullshit when there people out there suffering a 1000 times more than you are. So don't go telling me how horrible your life is and that you deserve to die when I've been there, to hell and back, and there are people out there in worse conditions than you.
I swear all I hear anymore is I should die just because lifes gone awry for someone. Is it done for pity, attention, selfish desires, or perhaps because the person is too damned lazy to put in the effort to turn their life around themselves? I don't know anymore, but I'm well sick of hearing it. It's time to grow up, stop sputtering about how your life sucks, get off your ass and fix it yourself. You're not the only one suffering in a hellhole and I don't see to many just giving up anymore.
I have something finally after all that time. It can happen. It can get better if you put forth that effort. I have something I can call a family for the first time in my life and I'm not about to ruin that.
I'm sorry you feel like you're not getting the attention you feel you deserve, but I can't see how you expect to get it from me, just a person you met online and then turn to blame the bullshit you've been through and the neglect on me and take it out on me. I haven't known you long enough for that and I don't see where you get off ranting about dying to me, when I just lost one of my closest friends to stage 4 lung cancer when she never even knew she had it.
So please keep bitching if it makes you feel better, but it's not going to get you anywhere in life.
I grew up and took my life in my own hands. Maybe it's time you did the same.
It hasn't been even a year since I've gotten back on here. I only got on in late fall finally. lol You're a bit mistaken there and you really have no right to go spaz and snap at me when I've done absolutely nothing to you. I just haven't gotten on for a while because I've had a lot going on, I'm a parent, a full time student, and I have a job to support the family. I can't meet the demands of being online constantly so I apologize if you feel neglected, but I can't be here 24/7.
I know right ?!
Like, who would just go and shoot up a school.
i heard there bombs didnt go off in the cafeteria so them to boys just want in a shot up the whole fucking place ^__^
< plan: denied...
Wtf?! xD
Where the hell did that come from?
How do you even come to that? lol
I don't hate you, I'm just not the most sociable unless you take the time to really get to know me and that's kind of hard to do over the net. lol