keikori / Comments

everything....I'm scared of going outside not that I can I've been in bed all day. I don't want people looking at me like I'm a whore. My mom and dad are talikng about me constntly like they don't know what to do with me.it's upsetting I'd go to sleep but I can't because of my horrible dreams.

ok...it's really starting to get bad though.

last month....it was supposed to start yesterday but maybe I'm late...

ok good:)

yeah...do you think if I were pregnant the doctor would have told me yesterday?

a little but they don't hurt as much...

just my chest...and my private area but that's way too much info sorry:\

yeah...but the sad thing is that I'm too sore to get out of the house and tell her. I took the pills and I'm still sore.

you said I would regret it...and Taylor heard he's been hanging out with a new girl from school...I don't want her to look and feel the way I do.

yeah:\

ok ok I will.

are you mad at me?

yeah...I'm not going to take him to court. I'm sorry:(

probably.

I'm not really sure...he would always say I'm pretty and he was funny.
he's nice....or was nice.

but I don't want it to be emerracing for him...I still like him...

well if I do then....I'll have to tell people DETAILS about what we did. exactly what he said and what he made me do....it's EMBERRACING!

but if I press charges then I'll have to do the whole court thing.
if I don't I can forget the whole thing and move on...hopefully.
but if you think I should then maybe I will...I don't know I'm just scared...which is stupid.

oh and sorry to message you so early...I can't sleep:\

they also don't want me to press charges. Taylor and my parents do. I'm not really sure what to do. What do you think I should do?