iLoveyou? / Comments

youre just all over the place xD ROFL

but thats the thing
i dont want to lean towrds one more, and do nothing about it.
AND
i dont want to, lets say, get real close to shaun,a nd just keep coen there
thats using the person.
i dont want to use either of them.

you are smart
xD
well you did help
BUT ...like not fully
you make me realize
but its still hard to make a decision
see, what im doing is...instead of picking one, im just waiting it out
xD
and hoping they will forget about me :D
so i dont have to pick xD selfish? nawww, i just dont wonna hurt anyone.

ROFL true that xDD
you got lots of hair on your head compared to him ;D

yeah, i get it.
thats what he should do.
but im not his girlfriend anymore, it doesnt really matter
BUT if i were, then it would matter
xD

yeah, he told me..
uhh, sometime last week (:
i think youre right, hes just..not gona open up too much since he might be afraid.

i think you should..

i dont know.
i do miss how it used to be.
but i have to remmeber, this is when it gets tough for him, school and all.
i cant...be selfish and MAKE him do all those things
i get how its hard...i get how he has work.
but it wouldnt hurt him if he got on a tad more.
even just to say hi would satisfy me.

shaun.
well, he likes me.
he told me.
i told him i raelly like him.
that was all the discussion about us.

you see...when coen was...'gone' i liked shaun and we were like..almost a thing
when coen came back, i pretty much 'dumped' shaun, even though we were never going out.
soo i think hes just being safe.
i hurt him.
and i honestly dont want to hurt him again.

oh.
o.o
i thought you said five reasons i DO want to be with them.
xD
my mistake. i.ll try again now.
but uhm,....maybe try talking to him??
he barely comes on anymore though :/ it really makes me..not happy.

five reason:
coen.
he never comes on.
i think he best friends/friends are a little too friendly with him, and hes friendly with them back.
hes oblivious to the wway i feel.
i cant think of anymore.
oh, well im afraid he.s gonna hurt me again.

shaun,
he doesnt get on much.
hes not real...like...open and stuff.
he doesnt show me how he feels about me.
alot of girls talk to him D< but he doesnt talk flirtily back. xD
and thats all i can think of.

ohhh you like coen ;DDD
ROFL.

okay okay lets think.
coen: because i love him.
i can only see myself being with him, like...forever.
even though we're like best friends thats good because sometimes i dont wonna be lovey dovey.
he can always make me laugh.
and when im in a bad mood, he would normally make it better.

FIVE RIGHT THERE.

shaun.
i really really really like him.
hes perfect.
hes a gentleman and shy. [hence my lyrics on the about xD ]
i think he would be a better boyfriend.
hes gorgeous xD
writes nice poems.
but so does coen.
okay thats over five lol
xDD

listen to the song, oh darling by plug in stereo ft. cady groves.
ADORABLE.

awww alysha xDD hahaha.
youre so nice to me <3
i dont wonna get hurt
but i dont wonna hurt anyone.

lmfao i never said coen was perfect YOU DID.
lol.
well i only told coen he was perfect, i never mentioned it to anyone else.
coen and i ... are more like best friends.
shaun is a total sweetheart (:
but i love coen.

see my dilemma.
D<

oh then continue you will :DD

lol thats a weird name and a funy nickname.
at least you guys still talk :D thats good xD
obviously.lol

uhhh lmfao loathe xD that was a good one :D
mhm.
we're fine again.
and i wonna be with him...alot. o.o
but ive never told anyone lol.
fell special!

but then shaun.
gahh, hes so perfect. xD

so then you dont have to do the practices
ROFL DONT DO THEM xD
thats a waste of time, if you hate it you know?

awww, but..for sooo long D;
and then, BAM done. how sad.
but tyler, did you say?? ;DDD
haha, strawberry!!! :DD
those are good foods to eat :) yes they are.

lmfao nooo.
well.
youre gonna say I HATE HIM.
coen.
and
shaun.
o.o
both on here xD obviously coen is.
but uhhh. did i mention we're talking again? xD

lmfao well you have to practice in order to be good xD
DUR.
but, youre already good, arent you? xDDD

uhhh.
what boy ;D
i thought you were with dan?? O.o


ive been...
well, myself xD
i like two guys.
and theyre both waiting for a response from me as to who im going to pick.
okay maybe theyre not WAITING D:
but..you know.

lol poor you xD

and I KNOW!
gosh where have you been??!
D<
whats uppp, how are things goin?

LMFAO that made me laugh xD
i dont know why, why have you had bad experiences?

aw lol youe tired
xD
rofl,
im bored. and sneezing :D

so whats up,

hahaha thank you. (:

oh but he was adorable :)

yup yup

bleh
and today i saw a guy shopping for himself in a girl store -______-

NO SERIOUSLY!
LOL
i think about becoming a lesbo :DD
i wonder what that would be like, because im desguisted with girls
EW
like, how do girls ilke girls? ITS NASTY AS HELL.

meh, well i hope she ends up talking to you (:

Oh!
nevermind thats a realllly long time.
but i doubt he would say something to her...like, hes not like that.
he wouldnt stoop that low.. i dont think he would.

LMFAO i know!
they are oblivious
gahh, which is one reason why i HATE GUYS
sometimes i wish i was a lesbian o.o