I wish you where here. I can't take the pain. I miss you so much and I just want to be with you. i feel like you are the only person who can't hurt me...
well. im not storng. I've been strong for many years. and now i've had enough. can life really be worth living if every step i take, i take it alone and hated? it came to a point where a compliment is an insult. i don't think anybody will be able to bring me up. thats how down i am. i have a big black cloud above my head and a cold stone heart in my chest. if you want me to keep walking, i'll try, but i make no promises if one day i choose to die.
things will so not get better >_< within every step i take the world grows colder and darker. this is why ishut myself out from socity! and im sure i didn't spell that right!