P.S; It's effed up that I can be cool with EVERYONE else 'sept you. Which is a mind blower because I think after a year of us being over I should prolly be really cool with you by now since we were so close but no. Why do you always have to do EVERYTHING the hard way? Can't you make it easy on me for once, just one time? Think and put someone else before yourself, for once?
You can't go back, what's done is done. I just don't like it that everytime you and her get into a scuffle, you always come running back to me and then "I'm the beautiful one" or "I want to take it back" or "I want you" bullshit. Just stop it, that's childish. If you wanted me, you'd want me all the time not just when everything isn't all lucky stars and butterflys between you and your girlfriend. That's insulting to me.
Fact is, you did me wrong. And another thing, what makes you think you dersve me when I'm at my best when you were so shitty to me when I was at my worst? Huh?
I just wish you ever could begin to understand anything I feel about you or towards you, but you don't because all you ever really care about is "Chase Pitcock".
And no, no highschool bullshit, Chase, it doesn't have to be like that. If you let it cause problems then its going to, in the real world Chase, you can be-friend whom ever you choose and date whom ever you choose, at the same time, and the world keep on spinning.
You just need to grow up first, which you have not.
Ohh gee thanks a bunch, you think Taylor's beautiful so the fact that you think I look good doesn't really complement me much.
I read it, I don't want to be your silent friend. Grow a pair and be friends with who you want, talk to who you want, hang with who you want, and do what you want with in reason. You can do all those things and still be a good boyfriend.
I'm sorry that I taught you that relationships are all about restricting the person you care about from doing what they want. I learned from our relationship what NOT to be like and what NOT to do in a relationship, why didn't you?
Chase, unless your going to applogize for being a butthole to me when I was willing to be your real freaking friend after what you did to me, then don't try and speak to me. Ohk? I thought I already told you that.
Chase; I gave yew everything I could give yew & yew cheated on me; more than once. Wif emily & taylor .& yew lied about so much, & yew lied to my face like nuffin was going on. & I hate yew for it, I hate yew for lieing, cheating on me, doin shit wiff other girls while we were together. I felt so connected to yew at woodfire & yew let me have sex wiff yew & everything, && yew didn
t even tell me right there. when yew were dating her & wearing her bractlet & thats the sickest thing ever. Yew didn't even care enough to not let me ruin myself by being wiff a scum bag like yew. I dont know yew, I obviously never did cause everything was a big lie, && I dont understand how yew could to that to ME. Im not taylor, yew didnt just meet me. && yew dont even care aboyt her cause yew constantly talk to me & tell me yew love me.
Yewr wiff her, so be wiff her, really wiff her & loyal to her like yew never were wiff me.
Yew tried cheating on me wiff emily nortan && let me stay wiff yew affter that.
There are so many things I wanna say to yew but I just cant have an organized thought. Yew need to leave me alone && just bee wiff yewr girlfriend cause I will never date yew again after what yew did && all the shit im finding out about. Yew ruined everything && Im moving on. So should yew even if yew aren't happy wiff her.