Lets see.I dont belive in havinq a bestfriend or even havinq bestfriends.iM not even sure about having friends. i dont know what keeps happing everytime i think something is going well it turns in to a big mess.I cant help that i love how my life and how it is going right now and iM not willing for people to hold me back in the wrong spots.Recently ive felt like i havent been me.Ive been pulled...