You know, even though I am talking to you through the internet and we barly know eachother, we are a lot a like.
I don't don't jugde people either, I hate when people judge you because of the way you dress or what you drive, they jugde you before they even get to know you. I wait till I get to actually know them and get a real good idea of what they're personality is like. You know.
Yeah, sometimes I wish when I tell someone I am doing just fine...they will look at me and figure out that I am lying. Only one of my friends can actually do that.
I know what you mean believe me. You know something your not the first person to tell me that I am too modest. I guess that I am the way I am becuase of things I got told in highschool and I still let them get too me, I know that what they said wasn't true but it still effects me.
This maybe a bit, actually way off subject, but I ended up dropping out of highschool because of the way I was treated. The kids were evil ( I suposse they all are), the teachers hated me with the exeption of a few, but anyway I ended up being anti-social, getting majorly depressed, and a bunch of other things.
I jugde my work the way I do because of them and myself. Mostly myself anyway...I like my work and yet I hate it because of all the negitive stuff I heard when I was still in school and because I still hear the faint echoing of the words everytime I write something or draw something. ( I really hope that didn't make me sound crazy or something)
Don't juged yourself so harshly. I loved them. Besides you were the one writing them. I sometimes think my stuff sucks but when I read the comments on them it makes me feel a bit more confident you know. I have been told plently of times that my stuff is good but since I wrote it I judge them harsher then anyone, you know what they say "Your worst enemy is your self."
I hoped this made sence to you because now that I re-read it, I don't even understand it, but I did when I was typing it...