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<3 I miss you so so so so so much

Sarah it really just hit me. In less than two weeks you'dbe 15. I'm sitting here crying. I love you, sis, Rock In Peace. :)

Fourteen years is not long enough for a girl with dreams as big as yours.

If anyone could ever stop and take time to look at the big picture... There's a reason they call it 'Best Friends FOREVER.' Taking that from someone is like taking something they were born with. Like an arm or a leg. When god took you from me, it was like he took my leg too. That's the only way I can explain it; I would actually rather lose a leg. You know I'd lose a leg for you, girly.

It seems that people don't understand that writing on your facebook wall over and over isn't going to make it better, saying "I Miss You," and "I Love You" when they barely knew you the way I did. I can't stop them. It's how they handle it. I just don't want to see it or read it or hear it because it makes it more real to me. I just have to be **that person** right now; I have to let it all out so everyone can see that I'm NOT okay. I'm sick of them thinking I am, I'm not going to pretend I'm okay.

Some days, I'll have that random thought, and it's still, "I have to tell Sarah." I can't. It's hard to hold back tears. Sometimes, impossible. It's the worst feeling in the world to know that the person you shared everything in your life with is gone, forever. You were the glue that kept the pieces of me together, even when my life was at its worst. Without the glue, I'm falling apart.

I have to keep hope. I have to remember. Yeah, sometimes, it's hard, knowing we're not going to tour the country, following Warped tour after high school, we're not gonna go to college for music production together, and we're not gonna raise our kids together. One thing you've taught me is to dream, and I'm going to make those dreams come true. As soon as Senior Year ends, I'm gonna pack up and start going to Warped shows across the US, and when the summer's over, I'm going to go to college. And when I have kids, just like I promised, I'm naming one after you. The others: Jack and Gerard, even if they're girls. ;)

Sarah Elizabeth, you are my angel.

I miss getting your comments on my stories. I miss talking to you. It's been almost two months now, and I still can't believe you're gone.
I read every one of your stories like I promised. They're beautiful.
I hope you're having fun in heaven. ♥

Sarah.... I love you so much. I miss you.

I can't believe it's been more than a month. Sarah, I promise you, I will finish our co-writes. For you :D

For those of you who didn't know, Sarah passed away on September 16th. She was my daughter.

Fourteen years was not enough time for you, Sarah. You were an angel. I know you're up there jamming to All Time Low, My Chemical Romance, and NeverShoutNever. Chris, Jamie, Alex, Jack, Zack, Rian, Christofer, and Jordan all lost a very dedicated fan yesterday. I'm going to miss you so much Sarah, but you're my gaurdian angel now. I love you and Rock in Peace.

Sarah Elizabeth Jones
12-12-96 - 9-16-11

oh my god.

Sarahhh

:L Awesome! I love it when that happens! :L I keep bumping into people I knew from about 10 years ago at the little infant school thing but no one remembers me cos we were about 6 or 7 xD damn me and my amazing memory... LOL
I've already dropped out of one of my classes and changed it to another one... people in that class were complete bastards... and it takes a lot for me to say that about one person let alone 30 of them... :L
There was a fair in my town for the last three days,, BUT i couldn't go because i didn't have any money :L HOWEVER... I have now been paid so I have £70, but the fair is over now and are leaving as I type this -.- I hate having no money.. xD

yeeees ma'am i was drunkk.

Lol jeez... That's really small! :L
& Coolio :D I've only been at college for like... a couple days and it's scaring the shit outta me xD There's so many people O.o! I haven't got lost yet though, which is a huge plus xD I thought I'd get lost asap cos the Campus is freakin' HUGE. -.- Lol x

"What are you one and where can I get some?"

"THE BLACK PARADE!!!"

I love me when i'm drunk/semilow.

Thanks for using another layout! :)

50 kids?! That's it? There's 497 in my year xD
Awh, I'd hate to get lost on my first day! xD Other than the getting lost incident (lol) it's better than you thought it would be, right? ;)
I'm just thankful I didn't get lost... compared to school, the college is MA-HUSIVE. -.- Thankfully I only have 5 classes :L So as soon as I've memorized where they are and where the food hall is, I'm good. :D lol x

High school? You'll be fineee :D Is it a big school? LIke.. lots of people? xD
I'm just starting college xD It's my first day on Monday and I'm bloody terrified :L x

Oh, cool :D
I'm great! :D You? :] x

:D Thanks for commenting on my Story again! <3 x

no problemooo :D