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That's weird. I take extended release so I only have to take one in the morning instead of two a day. Then I take the rest of my pills at night.

I take adderall for my ADHD, geodon and lamictal as mood stablizers, clonazopam for anxiety/sleep, and my big fat kidney pill that I don't even know the name of.

Yeah, you think that moving out would be a major hint, but noooooo.
Now I have to go have coffee with my dad on Friday because he's threatening to take me off his insurance, and I can't pay for my medication without it. Co-pay for one of my medications alone is 50 bucks that I have to shell out, and then I'm on four others. Can you imagine what the cost would be without insurance? He's horrible.

Haha, me either. I actually really hate hurting people's feelings. Thus why I'm not going and why they should just leave me alone.

And thank you! I'm glad you like them :D

It's really, really annoying.
Especially since I haven't talked to my brother since I moved out, and now all the sudden he's interested in my life?
All because "Jill" wants me to be a freaking bridesmaid in her wedding.
Well, Jill, I would love nothing more than to kick you in the ovaries. She like tried to replace my mother after she died, and I hate her, and her stupid kids. Yay, evil step sisters!

Maybe I should go to the wedding, and bring the guys. Make the day not so special. Bwahahaha.

I know! It's pissing me off! Especially the way they talk to me!
I mean, maybe if they talked to me like they actually enjoyed my company and like I wasn't an inconvenience to their lives, which I'm not, because I live in a different house than they do, then MAYBE I might grace them with my presence at the stupid wedding.

You'll be fine, no worries. And if you need someone to talk to, I'm here :)

Ugh, my dad and my brother keep calling me and stuff, and they don't seem to get the idea that I DON'T want to talk to them, especially about this stupid wedding.

Well sometimes being the strong one is a good thing :)

It gets better though, I promise you that.
I lost my mum and I became really, really depressed, and because of that I lost basically all my friends. Just be glad you have people there to help you through it. Mine just fled.

Yeah, I can sympathize with that.

Man, that really sucks.
I'm sorry for your friend :(

Ah, man, that is hard :( I'm sorry.

As for my mum, she wouldn't let me go to a show I really, really wanted to go to, so for once in my life I decided to stay with my dad because he let me do whatever the heck I want. So I went out and had a fun time, and when I got back, my dad told me that my mum was hit by a drunk driver on her way home from the store. He ran a red light and t-boned the car... it was apparently very ugly. I felt that if maybe I had listened to her, it wouldn't have happened. But it did :( So yeah, after that I had to move in with my dad and I hated it, then his girlfriend moved in with her two kids, and he basically gave my room to one of her brats, and we fought, then he told me to find some other place to live, so I did, and now I am happy :) Yeah... I definitely don't drink after what happened to my mother.

Yeah, I was trying to record "you were meant for me" by Jewel.

And it's okay. I get a lot of people pitying me. It's just something that happens, right? Parents die eventually, mine just happened to go when I was 15. For a long time I felt like it was my fault :(

hahahahaha you wish !!!!!!

HEY DANA BACK OFF MY BMB!!!!!!!!!!!! heheheehh

I am trying to record a new youtube vid, but I keep getting interrupted.
I was like half way through the song and some guy rang the doorbell and the dogs started barking and the guy was like "are your parents home" and I was all "my mom is dead and my dad lives in the apartments near the mall, so it's either there or the cemetery, bye."
I actually felt bad for being such a bitch and slamming the door in his face, but ZOMG I've tried to do this song so many times.

Awh, Lames!
I'm sorry.
What are you up to now?

Hiii :D
I'm good !
What about you ? :]

Hello, my dear.
How was dance yesterday?

Alright, dearie. Have fun.