Well, if you like the one that's hugging you, there's really nothing you can do about it - you can't help who you're attracted to, y'know? But, since you do like him and if there's not a problem if you were to go out with him, you have to ask yourself if you're willing to give up a friendship. Please don't take this offensively, but you're only thirteen, and chances are you're not going to marry this boy. Granted, I'm not much older, but it's still something to think about. Teenage relationships these days barely last over a month, so be prepared to lose him as a friend if you date him, and you'll possibly lose the friendship of the guy that like you because he'd be jealous of the other, and be hurt. I'm sure that you weren't a bitch to the other one when you turned him down. But, if you don't mind me asking, what did you say to let him down?
Thanks for the journal comment. I thought it was a dust storm...it took me a few minutes to guess it was dust, i did think it was a few other things first but i wasnt too sure.