ok. i'm giddy for some reason cause i relized that i might love amanda but i also love her as friend i accept that fully she can be sweet most of the time:)but you know i'm happy either way because she's chilled and relaxed and most of the time easy as hell to talk to if she's not so fucking stubburn lolbut anyways thinking this is wierd but i think writing these so called journal entries has made...

i"ll admit I'm obsessed i mean i like the girl, and i can't get myself to say it out loud but i love her....this is my first journal entry so please don't be mean...I'm already hurt...i know what you all might think "stupid girl"....You know something though when i first met Amanda i wasn't crushing she looked cool and i wanted a friends because honestly mibba is the closest i got to being friends...