HEy, Remebr wehn you told me that I should write something more than fanfiction. Well I finally got to doing that and i posted it up. It's called story of a girl.
That's how I was too, I just hated emotion and feeling it. I much preferred to feel nothing. But it's not so bad; I can honestly say I [i]enjoy[/i] being sober.
I knowww. I'm so stuck on like all my stories. And I might have to take them down soon. D:
Rehab didn't help me much either. You can't recover until you're ready to; being forced in to rehab doesn't help anything, especially when you're not willing to listen, you know?
I can't even believe I've been clean this long, it's insane. And I know if I can do it, you can toooo. :]
I do hope you feel better though. :/ It's scary being clean man, you definitely find out some stuff about yourself and you can't use drugs to just suffocate your feelings and shit. It's tough, but worth it.
Nothing I know of. She just randomly decided that I should never be allowed to have a life. She doesn't even let me go to my sister's house. It's pretty ridiculous.