Hey thanks for the journal comment and its true it does get worse. i'm not the type to sugar coat anything. People suck and you will meet people who all they do is judge on outer appearance and you just have to learn to basically not care because if you do then your consumed by trying to look good when there was nothing wrong with you before.
Yeah its really horrible having to deal with that... It's kind of just hinting that she's a schizophrenic.... Usually that can happen after you've experienced something traumatizing...