I hate to say this, but I know exactly how that feels. I had to break Jacob's heart, and Josh ended up breaking my heart. I really don't know who you should choose.
Hmm. I kinda don't know how to help you there. I was in a bit of a love crisis like that. Around a year ago when I was with my boyfriend, I loved this other guy who loved me back. But I chose my boyfriend over him. And when my boyfriend leaves me, I realize that I only pushed my love for this other guy into the back of my mind. And when I tell my friends about the dreams I had about this other guy, they tell me that I'm obsessed with him and that I'm madly in love with him. But it was kinda too late to realize that. The guy still kinda likes me, but he also kinda likes this other girl. I still have a chance, so I feel happy! I honestly wouldn't know what to do for your situation, though. I'd figure out which one was the real deal. Like, who you really liked and who really liked you. :D
"I'm Lizzie, but you can call me Pinkie if you want, which ever works." It's in your little about section. <-< Either I didn't read that before, it wasn't there before, or I forgot.
You should try it sometime, it's fun. Makes a wonderful clang sound. WARNING: Works best when the person you are hitting over the head with a frying pan has pissed you off.
Awesome! >:3 I finished writing my story, spent quite a while with my boyfriend. ^_^ Hung out with one of my best friends today, and had a great can of rootbeer and a warm, delicious bowl of spaghetti.