That's a good thing to feel relieved about xD
I'm supposed to do a 200-word-or-more rough draft of a paper D;
I'm working on a story so I'll do it in study hall tomorrow xD
I think I was probably just extremely bored xD
I was tired as fuck but couldn't sleep because of him :P
Oh gosh. That's what Aly says, too ;-;
She says she can tell I love him by the way I talk about him ;-;
THIS IS MAKING ME SO FREAKING HAPPY :]
Yay :]
I don't often "work my magic" (yeah right) on profiles much xD
Things like that take about 45 straight minutes to make :P
I finished it at 5.45 a.m. xD
*starts crying* ...yes, I do ;-;
I love how you worded that.
xD Of course I have.
Okay, I'll try that :]
...physical failure Savi doing situps xDDDD
Actually Liz got that coding for me xD
I did everything else but she messaged me the coding :P
That was made when I couldn't sleep because I was thinking of Bill >.>
So I made it xD
No. I'm not fit. I'm fat V_V
150 pounds. Trying to lose weight.
Aly (a friend) says it'll help if I walk that far every day.
So I'm going to try and convince my mom to let me.
I'm such a masochist :x
I'm not very talkative today cuz my ride home decided she wasn't
going to drive me home anymore, for no reason. And I walked 2
miles home in the Florida sun and I'm hot D;
My dad says it's a "small walk". But it's not >.>
It's fucking hot as hell -.-;
xD My sister was laughing all the way through :]
It was so serious and fucked but she couldn't stop laughing >.>
If you have an account on THF it's called "O Hay". xD
*sigh* I know.
She doesn't do it anymore, though.
It's just emotional abuse now.
I'll be getting out of here in a year :/
Yeah, it's cuz in the story, Andreas killed Georg with a butter knife.
But you couldn't really tell because the story was...
AGH. I hate trying to explain it because it's impossible xD
It's like something out of the psychiatric ward.
But yeah, there was like, "Beware, Vanessa Hudgens, the butter. knife sings to you as well."
And then like...agh. So...weird...but so good O.o
Once again, that means the world to me :]
I love hearing peoples' thoughts on that.
And I'm so worried that I don't come off as real most times.
Because in real life I'm always putting up a front.
I always seem so happy to everyone and no one has seen me cry :x
I don't cry in public anymore because the last time I did,
my mom shoved me against the stove and mocked me :x
So I don't do that anymore. I don't often show my sadness :P
So yeah. It means the world :]
xD That's what my sister and I do with some stuff.
Like, we read this one story on Tokio Hotel Fiktion.
And it was this completely fucked-up story.
It had no plot but all the plot in the world at the same time.
It's so hard to explain .____.
Anyway, a recurring theme was "butter. knife".
And so now whenever I pick up a butter knife, my sister and I laughed xD
Last time I did that was...20 minutes ago, actually xD
;-; Thank you so much for that.
I cannot tell you how much it means to me when people say that.
There are people I tell about all this stuff and...
They say the same thing and it means so much because,
well, you can tell even after like only an hour :x
It means a lot to me x]
Yup, I just go around school saying it.
"Ja, ich bin eine Maus." "Oh really, Savannah?" "Ja." xD
Mhm. I live down in Florida now (the Location field is used to ward off stalkers...
I lived in Norway for a little bit [fakely]).
And they all say I have a Northern accent :x
But I don't hear it xD
Whenever I say 'half' my friend Emily gets this hilarious 'you-just-said-it' face.
And it used to be that she'd say something.
But now she just has to look at me xD
She really is. We only met 4 months ago, but we're best friends.
We're planning on moving in together, and being with Tokio Hotel.
(Yeah yeah, sounds dumb, sounds teenie, I know.)
She met me 4 days after my almost-suicide and we talk constantly xD
We're always on the phone until obscene hours.
I'm lucky my mom doesn't look at the phone bill because she lives in NM xD
I haven't had a lot of homework this week and it feels amazing!
>.<