FUUUUUUUCK
i don`t even know D:
i ate some salami , cheese , crackers , a hot pocket , and had some soda .
so i don`t think i`m doing all that great today .
my mom says it`s normal to be like this right now because of the stress from my dad dying .
like she`s noticed it more now .
and i have coldstone icecream .
i`m going to be HUGE !
and i just got back down to 120 );
Uhm , sometimes ?
I don`t really know unless I monitor it .
Like I`ll not eat much for a couple days , and then pig out later .
I never eat at school and don`t eat much in front of other people .
And I constantly worry about if I look fat or not.
Won`t sit on guy friends laps because I`m afraid I`ll crush them.
Lately though , and it is more from stress , I haven`t been eating much and I`ve been throwing up .
I kinda want to continue , because I know I`ll lose weight .
Hmm, I'll give you some deets.
One of them doesn't know I exist(for all ai know anyway) but all of my friends know HIM and have had classes with him):<
And the other, everyone tells me he likes me and I only just started liking him back like two weeks ago(to bad I'm on break from school) so we'll see where that goes;3
I'm not sure, I guess I just got sick of it? I hardly ever used it:P this is the only type of account I have now. :)
I wish my CW was 113