My friends know.
And its almost constant with her.
She has her calm moments every once in a while, but anything will set her off.
One of my friends, Ian, he told his dad everything, but when his dad asked me, I told him it wasn't true. His dad knows I cut, and if my mom found out from him sending me off to a mental institute, then I'd really have nowhere to live or worse.
I can't.
Because part of me feels like I deserve it.
And what will happen if she finds out I told?
Or if it isn't bad enough to report and I still have to live with her?
Yeah, and it happens over and over again. The worst thing is that he broke on of my best friends hearts and now she's all that and he is just enojing and everthing is just a mess. But thorugh it all i'm okay. Just a little pissed at him.
*hugs you back*
thank you for responding to my journal. It's all mixed up i've been friends with him for a very long time now. And he is always changin personalites and falling for diffrents girls and when he comes back with his heart broken always relay on me fixing it. It just hurts me alot to her those words from him.
sowwi for scaring you with the badger...
i'm trying not to be scared of them so i'm not afraid of my ex's myspace....
and he's covered his school planner with them....
help me **huggles into shoulder**
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