That sucks. -hugs-
What happened with you and your girlfriend, if you don't mind me asking?
My head's not in the right place right now, but I'll get through it. I hope.
You shouldn't think that way.
I know me telling you you shouldn't isn't going to make you stop, but I just think it's important to know that you can't control or fix everything.
Obviously, I don't know the circumstances that are making you feel like this (if you want to talk about it properly, you can message me - confidentiality, and all), but I know and understand what you're feeling.
-hugs-
Why is your grandma in the hospital?
I know what you mean. No decent bands ever come to my little town (or county, for that matter), so I have to go to London to see them. Whoooooole lotta hassle. :/
Everytime I come to comment you, I get distracted by the very lovely picture on your profile. xD
Yeah, I tend to just let it all build up until I'm on the verge of a breakdown. Not good. =/
How did it start?
I think you told me, but I've forgotten, sorry. :(