Because I'm not that great.
There's...someone else. He's been apart of my life for a while and he came back and I need to be with him, I just realized that he's my one. And I feel like crap.
*Bites my lip*
Don't feel bad that you can't be here, I know you try your hardest to be here all that you can. And that means a lot to me, Ronald.
I know we haven't gotten to talk a lot in the past few days but dammit, anytime with you makes me feel better.
I miss you and I love you a lot.
I'm sorry for how I acted, I'm just really not feeling well.
*Kisses*
i hope your internet gets working again soon.
It kills me for us to be apart.