I know what you mean..
Everything just gets ripped from me too..
I hate when it happens because it take so long to get back..
But it so quick when it gets taken away..
It's OK..
I been asking all my friends if they know what to do but they don't..
&& I don't think it matters anymore..
I'm moving soon..
Like in a few months soon but...
It's still moving..
OK..
So I have been talking to him..
&& he thinks that it's not fair to me..
So he proposed the idea of he would hit on me or try anything till I get with his best friend..
But if me && and him don't work out, he has all rights to try to get with me..
I didn't agree yet, because I didn't know if was a good idea..
I was to afraid to say anything..
Yeah, I don't know what to do..
I'll I have been doing is acting as if it never happen..
I don't know how long this will work..
I hope it works out too..
It's just I like his best friend && he knows it..
I told him a week before he told me he loved me..
I don't know..