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Right? :c I don't even know when the hell this happened, but it completely caught me by surprise when I signed back in not long ago... It took me for fucking ever just to realize that it was you who'd just commented me, because I didn't even notice the names to the sides of the comments. Would a fucking link at the bottom of the message to your profile be too much to damn ask?

Yeah, I guess I have that going on. I've been going through a lot for the last few months, so while I'm not incredibly busy (YET, because in a few months I will be majorly busy), I am highly stressed out. And I am not one of those "oh, just use your writing as an outlet for stress/use your emotions for inspiration" types. When people suggest that to me I usually give them this look I have, which is reserved for situations where I'm irritated or bored to the point that I don't even have words to give to the person who has said or done something to get that reaction out of me, and my face is just totally expression-less as I look at them. My boyfriend calls it my "unimpressed" look, but the version of it he gets is a whole lot nicer than the one everyone else gets, mostly because my boyfriend is pretty immune to irritating and boring me. So I refer to the other version as my "bitch" look.

You know what happens when I write when I'm a) not feeling it, or b) feeling horrible? Nothing, except that I feel worse, because writing in that sort of mood doesn't work out for me. Ever. EVER.

So I just have to wait it out.

In the meantime, though, I'm exploring other creative outlets, such as cooking and sewing and shopping. (Because shopping totally counts. I don't care.)

I hope you have a wonderful time in Florida. :) I get what you mean about being busy. I need to be busy to be at my best. But down time is occasionally good.

Dude, I don't even know. :x I haven't written on a public site in SO LONG. I got a new laptop not long ago, like back in October. It's pale pink with a white key board. <3 I'm in heaven. But I haven't done, like, any serious writing on it.

Oh, it's okay. No worries. :) I don't really try to check Quizilla anymore, either. I actually tried deleting my account, but, of course, like everything else on Quizilla, it fucked up and wouldn't delete me. -_-

I've been SO stressed lately, but I can imagine you are, too! Senior year. Good times. ;D

Hiiiiii. :D I miss you. <3 STOP NEGLECTING ME. :'O

HIIIIIII.
I miss yew, too. (:
Bleh, I'm never on anymore.

It's been a really stressful year. A lot has happened... I'm surprised I've had time to write, myself. I haven't even been able to do that for the past few weeks. Oh, well. I'm just happy the year is coming to an end. I have high hopes for the next one.

I'm sorry you haven't been able to write.

Oh, man... A lot has happened since I talked to you last, the least of which being that I've updated A LOT since July. I even have two new stories up with more to come.

We'll do this quick, though. I won't go into full detail unless asked.
A) I'm not at college anymore. I dropped out and left Tampa. Things started to go really bad. I felt threatened, so I left, because no one was doing anything. I'm back in Georgia, contemplating my next move.
B) I'm no longer vegetarian. I eat chicken and, rarely, turkey.
C) I've been stressed to fuckin' hell for the past few months, so much that my cycle has completely stopped a few times. >_<

You disappeared. )':

I'm sorry. D: I despise mosquitoes. I'm allergic, and I used to get eaten alive by them all the damn time. Which is why I eventually stopped going outside unless it was freezing.
Everything is panning out wonderfully! I moved my things into my apartment complex, which is just gorgeous. It's on the second floor, and I share it with three roommates, who are hardly ever there. It has a gym, pool, hot tub and business center, which I can use anytime I want. There's also a pretty good sized pond right behind it, and I live right next to cops, which makes my parents (and, okay, me, too) happy.

I also went to orientation at my school, yesterday. I'm so happy!! My class - that's right, CLASS, just one! - is only on Tuesdays and Thursdays, from 6pm to 10pm. AMBER GETS TO SLEEP IN!!! (x I bought my first book for school, which thrills me. I'm the youngest new interior design student, at nineteen. Everyone else is over twenty. There are only about seven other new interior design students, I think, including only one guy.

In other news I'm becoming a vegetarian. (:

Wow. It sounds like you have a busy day ahead! <3 I hope you have loads of fun. I'm sure you will. (: And continue enjoying your movieeee.

Tomorrow I have to wake up early, shower, do my makeup, have someone run down to my packed boxes in the parking lot and fetch me some clothes and my flipflops, get dressed... then I have to finish shopping, have my hair cut, meet the lady in charge of housing, move innn, meet my roommates... I'm nervous as hell, AND I have a new crush.

But my nails are neon green and I just colored a dinosaur, and that somehow makes everything better.

I'm SUPPOSED to get internet access.
Time will tell whether I actually do or not.
-crosses fingers-

(x But I know what you mean about independence.

I don't see myself writing anything new for a little while.
I'm moving in, like... a day. On Sunday. So, I don't know that I'll have access to the internet, and then I have to get moved into my new place, and then I have school...

But, yes.
I have a few good girl friends, but the majority of my friends are guys.
I get along better with them.

There was just a series of irritating occurrences.
But at least I had gummy dinosaurs, tea and boys to make it better. (':
Tired, though.
Wanting to write but too lazy to bother.

Well, I do already have a to-do list... It should be easier, when we actually start working on it.

Bah, I had a bad day. )': -sulks-

How're you, and how's school?

Eh, life is whatever. I'm trying to just relax and don't panic. My birthday is in ten days, and a few days after that I'm moving. I still have to shop for my apartment, I still have to get my clothes (which, honestly, I have none of at the moment, not really...), I need my haircut and there are other things I have to do, too.

Hahaha, I just remembered something... When I took my trip to Tampa last weekend, to see my apartment and school and all, we stopped at a bookstore. And I went to the restroom, and there were all these really inspirational quotes on the wall, quotes talking about how beautiful the reader is and whatnot. And then, there was one that said, "I like cheese."

Mmm'hm. There's was a substitute at my old school who always called me Ember, despite the A at the beginning of my name, which she read repeatedly during roll call. -_-; I can't say I mind, though. Could have been worse.

My first was Ember. I've always thought Ember was such a beautiful name.

I know, right?
I first started writing when I was eleven. And I look back at the things I wrote, and I remember all the ideas, and I think to myself, "... Did I seriously try to write that?!"

Well, when I have people as supportive as you are, it encourages me and it's easy to be confident. (: I can definitely tell my writing has changed, too. It's interesting to go back and read my first story, and then read my latest.