It's finally worked out with this guy my mate tried to set e up with ages ago.But right before exams DXAnd I really want this to go well since we've only been going out for a few days.He seems to really care and want to see me as much too.But right now is such a bad time.I think I'm falling too fast for him. And that worries me because I might try and push him away...and I know he couldn't and...

I don't know if I'm doing it to myself or if it's just external forces.Things are just getting me down lately college, family, friends and exams are al pressing on my mind.I've only been getting an hour or two for the past few days, I stay up under the pretence of doing home work but just stare at pointless sites and listen to the same tracks over any over.I don't even know why, only thing that...

One bath set.A set of bath bombs.SSB (but it won't play D:)Avatar games.Four pairs of nice socks.AN ok jacket.No.7 make up kitFrankie Boyle live DVDSennheiser wireless head phones.Two ace coats, one black Jane Norman and one tarten M&S long coat.And two boxes of famous names chocolates :DDLong time no post eh? =]College work need doing, my family are dragging me up north for new years and I'm...

Just done my second day and it was good =]Met some cool people and pick back up my old smoking habit XDI swear that's all we do in between classes, like a teacher "right you've got a 15 minuet break" us "Great how many fags do you think we can smoke in in that time!?"Only thing I have a hard time with is math but I can get into if I work at it, like yesterday I didn't know what was going on but I...

I'm now doing....English litterateurEnglish languageMathsHistoryBusiness studies.....Now the real work begins D:They wouldn't let me on physics and chemistrySo I didn't want do and of the sciences this year, I just thought fuck it I'll come back next year when yeah think they've watched me enough to let me do them.Took for ever and arguing with the course bloke >__<Mum said they just used to...

I need to get a good list together of what I listen to.My Band pic on my profile is only like half of it.I'll more since I must have forgotten some and will like more.*******Active SlaughterAgainst Me!Agnostic FrontAmebixAntidoteAntischismAnti-FlagAntisectArctic MonkeysAtari Teenage RiotBabyshamblesBe Your Own PetBikini KillBjorkBlurBratmobileCatch 22Caustic ChristChaos UKChas 'N...

So fucking' weird I tell yah, all my life I've only seen her with jet black hair. Now it like ginger, she gonna dye it light brown in a bit but it's still weird.I don't mind (I wanted my hair green anyway X]) it's just a shock is all.There's pics of me and her and I'm a few months old and she's just got her tied back long hair.She thinks it'll make her look younger.....it might I ain't sure, black...

Letter came this morning =]That's put me in a good mood for the week.Ahhh but now the really work beings lol.Ohhh yeeeah and also as a side note, MY DRUM KIT IS COMING THIS WEEK END!!!!!!!=DDDDDI mean yeah college is good and everything but a drum kit! XDBeen a good week then =p1. Got into the college I wanted2. Found out I was getting the kit for my b-day this week3. Made a Libertines shirt (I'm...

One day? Without her and all I'm doing is listening to sentimental songs and generally missing her.This means I should either fear the coming weeks with all I can muster or indulge my self in work......But the second one would bode well with a life of procrastination....Hmm if I was a bloke I would grow a beard right now.....I mean think about it some sign of the reason to stop caring in life...

Really these are weirding me outLook at these four pics......Now I'd never seen ether of those picture until after I'd taken my own.I bet there more like that out there.....I feel so paranoid X]*I a side note I got this lovely book today ^____^Innocent Smoothie Recipe Book: 57 and a half recipes ;)I'm gonna drink so many over the summer :pThink I'll start with that soya cinnamon one =D

Came in the post and mum opened it ,we have the same initials.It's that one they give you when your near 16 and can work, y'know the blue and red one.Guess I can claim benefits now.....and work >_<Should start developing a mental illness right now, get it convincing for when I'm sixteen X]Blah I'm feeling all peter pan right now, like my youth slipping away.----------70 words is enought for...

Went to Southend =DAnd I was at the fun park, not really a them park it's a bit smallIt was ace, got dragged to go on all the big rides with my sister, she well a thrill junkieWent on all the old school ride I remeber from when I was 7, the "big" wheel is a classicAnd y'know how life is meant to be better to music, same goes for fair rides X]Listening to Jawbreaker while being dropped from like 20...

Just got back from the Love Music The Racism fest in HackneyI tell you what best day in a long time, and best week of my yearKinda slow to start but had a lot people speaking and that was alrightAfter the rap was over I got like adopted by and group of punks that saw my jacket and Subhumans patch X]Hung out with them for a lot of it, Martha this girl with pink hair was well nice and her mate Miles...