This is really hard to say.I mean.Who want's to write down everything.It's hard to accept that I'm starting a new year without the person I love and some of my friends.It's hard to let go of them.I sometimes don't wish that I was with them.But my love made me promise him that I wouldn't go the way he did.And I'm not about to break that promise.Being here without him may be hard.But I will endur...