Dear? Drop Dead. / Comments

Haha ~ Fight the machine! Argh! (lol) ~~ I dont even know who those bands are.. I know who MyChem are but thats as far as I go. I don't listen to rock music, appearently I dont look like I dont listen to rock music (lol) So I know how you feel!

Well the fuck the people who'll say anything. Just strike at them. (lol) ~~ I'll get Keiron (flatmate) to take some whilst we're out :-) ~~~ Random question, what sort of music do you like?

Haha ~~~ I never like mine when its in its ginger/off blonde state but I had it white ofr quite a long time.. I dont really know why it took my fancy. I went through a New Romantic phase and it was always back combed white. 2006 FTW. (lol)

Haha ~~ Actually, I've decided to go more blue, I just got some kick-ass blue leg warms and goggles and they are SWEET! (lol) ~ But yeah, I'm always faffing around with my hair, I cant even remember what colour it is! (lol)

Haha ~ Well, alarmingly I'm doing the same! I normaly have my black Gerard Way hair but when I have days off it's bleached blonde so that I can put neon semi-perminant colour in it when I go clubbing ~ So its all bleach-afying at the moment! :-) ~~ I think I'm going to go neon green first. Damn.. I just love cyber goth.

Whuu? Thats baaaaad! ~ I understand why, must have been awful (hugs) ~ How was your day anyway?

He is pretty hot, I'm not gunna lie, but alas, last night we got talking and decided it was for the best that we don't act on our feelings, given the situation it got us into last time. ~~ I can imagin, I wouldnt have either!

And whats worse is he told me the other day his still has feelings for me and... we may have made out a little. God ~ At this point I'd rather I was with my cheating scum of an ex-gf X-D (lol) ~~ Aweh shit, that must have been worse!

Awweh bless you hun, I'm sure you'll still be able to get hold of him, right? ~ Thats why where I'm living at the moment is so awkward, the guy who I'm staying with is my ex-boyfriend from that time period, who got us into drugs, infact since I've moved back I've been taking stuff whilst clubbing. But, we're both clean really ~ So it's okay I guess :-) ~~ Well all I can say is I'm glad you stopped, I dont get it, but each to their own, we deal with things differantly :-)

I never self harmed, not in terms of cutting anyway, I never understood how it could help me, but when I was about fifteen I began to use drugs, and by seventeen I was living inbetween the street and a bedsit addicted to heroine. Sooooooo... Yeah (lol) Not a better solution I'll give it that (lol) ~~ But I'm glad you've stopped :-)

Ah, that sucks so bad ~ Here you are critised if you try and conform to anyone, so that people who follow pop culture and try and copy others are the ones who are bullied. Sure, gay kids are still bullied as the same as ethnic groups etc. but that's just a childish thing in my point of view, in the last year of school none of our year bullied, because they grew up. ~~~ Awweh bless you hun, well fair does to that, they are designed to help people of course, mine stop me from having masocistic violent tendencies when I get into sexual situations, because appearently I could kill comeone ~ LeZomg (lol)

Its so stupid, I dont really get that (again only what I've seen in media) but american kids seem to have the worst freaking deal. I'm going to honest and say I knew no one with emotianal problems whilst I was at school, and yet although you guys are the most medicated you also seem the most depressed ~ Its awful! ~~~~ I wouldnt take my meds if it didnt effect those around me as much as it would, it ruins my creativity (lol)

Well, I dont know how it is at your end but here we tend to be educated about that sort of thing, although alot less people in this country compared to the US take meds (as some see them as repressing) people accept that they are for the best ~ But I suppose thats just the UK :-P ~~ Yeah! Its totaly gay! ~ I really have alot of my shit at hers! X-D

Thats very cruel of them, no one ever did that at my school and (until I changed because I was moved away and put into foster care) actually when the thing happened, alot were very supportful of my worsening condition, it was only in the new school where people were un-aware of it when I started getting bullied, they just thought I was wierd. ~~~ I am trying! I cant for the life of me find my year book! I think it may be at my ex's flat... But I shall send for it! Just for your amusment!

Well, I don't have bipolar but I'm on some string of meds for god knows what, they all have long names (lol) They generaly revolve around anti-phsycotic drugs ~ I had a traumatic experiance when I was twelve that caused this. So I understand, I really do :-) ~~ I'll sneak you over here now if you like ;-) (lol)

I vote dark, dark red ^_^

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what colors where you thinking of?

I haven't commented on your profile in like..forever..soooo...HEYYYY

Thats so fucking stupid, I would have gone crazy by now if I was you (well done!) ~ I couldn't take being controlled so much, you need to come to London! :-3

Ah I see, well, I do most of my shopping on the internet but a problem with that (I found being younger and in school) is that the stuff is bloody expensive, I couldn't become a proper goth until I left school for that reason, I simply couldn't fund it. ~ I dont know to gneralise because I've not been to the US, this is just through media ~ But it would seem that what you guys defy as extream and what we do here is miles apart, I mean, god ~ At Whitby and Brighton we have men in dresses and punks everywhere and no one gives a shit! Haha ~