So many emotions, so much hate, dread, cooped up into one body. One mind. Throbbing pain in my head. I cant handle it anymore, but i dont know what to do to change it. One thing leads to another, as will this journal entry. you most likely wouldnt understand, im not making to effort for you to. so read on or X out.Im simply just there to fill your empty void.My bestfriend. She loved you. She...

I'm going to be lame at 12:32 in the morning typing to this stupid journal entry about my freaking eelings i cant get over. i try telling my friend ranting about shit that's happening, but i realise i cant. im a coward she's going to think im lame. im a stupid, whiny, bitch. hell, even i think i am. but i cant help it .. i've been replaced.Late night conversations are over. Talking 'till the sun...