Thanks. It really does mean a lot to me. :) *hugs* Soooo... hm... Idk. I'm tired of complaining about my life. At least I have nice friends and family and whatnot. Oh! This chick at school got sent to the loony bin for attacking her uncle! I hated her, so I guess it's all good. (She was a total bitch) :)
Thank you. You have no idea what kind of help it is to actually talk to someone, however virtual and serial it might be. Talking to you instead of my usuall head-ranting is better, I suppose. Considering I do argue and over-think things with myself. Sometimes, I think I need a therepist, then I realize I probably wouldn't be able to handle the reality of having a therepist, and I chicken out of that thought. So... yeah. Thanks. :)
I don't know. You don't know my family. >.< I wouldn't want to hurt them. Or make them think that I'm some Devil worshipping freak. And considering I don't/can't believe in God, that means I don't believe in the Devil either... I've been told I over analize things, and I realize that that must be the reason I find everything in the bible difficult to believe. I don't know. I guess this means I'm atheist now... But I don't want to be categorized by religion. I want to be me. And just me.
Well, it is my choice I guess to tell them I don't want to go, but I don't want to do that to them. I know my family is extemely religious, and if I were to tell them I didn't believe... and my best friend is extremely religious... god. Everyone I know is extremely religious! Even Shane! If I were to tell them that I'm not... Well, I'd rather them not have to think that about me. :( And I'm glad that I could help. :) If I can only give words, I guess they should be good words at least. :)
Ugh. v That IS really long. :( Anyways! Thank you so much for all the comments! *Loves you* :) I appreciate them! And idk about getting any of them published... But I know you could! Most of yours are amazing! Like, mind blowing, gut wrenching, awesomely staggering. That's how amazing they are. ... I need to expand my vocabulary. I tend to use amazing a lot. :)
XD You're almost as bipolar as me! As in your profiles. XD I'm constantly changing my about thing. XD Umm... Not much is up. Stayed home all weekend. Got out of going to church again. :) Hate church. Very boring. And considering I have some... "problems" with religion, I hate going there anyways. It makes me feel dirty because I don't believe like all the people do and it makes me sad. I really do want to believe, it's just... I can't. :( It makes me feel all terrible inside and I'm too afraid to tell anyone. Look at me, venting to the internet and whoever dares to read this extremely long comment. :( And then making it look like I'm wallowing in self-pity. God. (< I hate parents.
awh u hav e to go? =( alright... good night sleep well, will i talk to you tomorrow?, if not ill c u on monday... good night <3......THREE MONTHS WHOOXD