Hmm, it just find it really sad because this guy seems like he really cares about you but his stupid ex is in the way. Its makes me homicidal towards all the people in the world like that. =/
geez. I think though that he's trying to make the situation better for you...in a way.
See I think he's stuck in a corner cuz of his ex. He knows if he goes one way he'll have a high chance of going to jail and not being able to see you. If he goes the other way he wont go to jail but he still wont get to see you. so either way your cut out of the picture and he;s telling you that he never loved you so it'll be easier on you. so instead of being sad you'll be mad and think of him as a complete and utter asshole for making you believe he loved you when he really didnt. but he did. and that way you wont miss him because you hate him.
if that makes any sense....
Eugh one of the old people today told us we shouldn't have bothered turning up. Such a nice person. Most of them were alright though. And I found out that in our schools Christmas Concert I'm doing something in every other section. Great. It'll be quite fun though. I miss all day tuesday and wednesday of lessons practicing for it. :)
I'm taking music GCSE and we have to do regular perfomances infront of people and for christmas our teacher told us to get into groups, pick a christmas song and do an ensemble of that song. Me and 3 other people are doing Fairytale of New York and then my friend who's in another group is ditching his group to come and play guitar while the rest of us sing. Whoever she decides is the best are performing in assebley and considering we're the only group that have done any work she basically told us that we're doing it. Great.
Because I'm an idiot. Damn, that's a really good idea actually. I had a pen though! I wasgoing to write it on my arm but only one of my friends knows that I write stories and she wasn't on the trip with me so I didnt really want to explain to everyone why I had writing all over me. Kinda stupid really.
Its not the drama thats making my head tick like a bomb (tahnk god cuz if i had that Im sure I would explode) its all teh damn teachers and the stupid block hour and the douche bag named Mr. Wilson!
I hate that! I recently went on an exchange trip to San Francisco and on the 11 hour flight back I decided to get inspiration, bearing in mind I couldnt find any paper so I forgot my genious idea!!
Dreadfully boring and close to making my head explode. I don't know how much more of my school I can take...
Oh the plus side though I dyed and cut my hair so yeah.