i'm too lazy to type it again so this is what i told jakoby
there was this dude named that one of my freinds hayley dated
she like seriously loves him
well, i've known hiom since november and we talk at least once a week
we've only had one decent conversation the whole time we've known each other
everything else is us arguing
well, we were talking wednesday i think and we were calling each other names and shit
well, he said something to me and it made me really pissed off
so i told him the he was worthless and that he should just kill himself because nobody cares about him and nobody will care if he died
i only said it because i was pissed
he logged off and i'm like good, i hope he's pissed
well, about 4 minutes later i got a call from hayley saying that she talked to josh and he was mad and told her to fuck off.
i hung up and about 10 minutes later hayley called me again and she was crying saying that josh shot himself
i hung up and like seriously started to bawl my eyes out
he's still alive but i can't help but think that this is all my fault and that i'm the reason so many people are depressed because he attempted suicide.