Porcelain Heart / Comments

he he died. i swear tis my fault but no one would let me take blame. i just didnt want him starting anything with the teacher. so he waited outside in the front and when i met up with him, he was being beaten. i tried to stop the guys, but he wouldnt let me. one of them grabbed me and taiki tried to stop them but they bashed his head with a pipe and and we called an ambulance and he was in a coma and we thought he would make it through. but he didnt. my taiki died all because of me. tis really my fault. god i miss him so much. i am afraid to keep living. i cant believe hes gone. hes my bestest friend and the only one who ever made me feel special and the only one who i didnt have to date to realise. i know his love for max was real. i never ever saw him like that. i miss him so much and it really is all my fault

She's way too protective though. She's wants me to 'grow up right'. She is pretty fun, though...for an old woman. lol

Lol, so do I. If my grandma read that she'd go out and buy gummy bears, just to throw at me.

I want to be dead
god i want to be dead so bad
i hate living like this
i hate lviing

When you put it that way, I guess you can be attacked by them. lmfao. lol

im so sorry
bt, im so fucked to
he was my fucknig love
and hes dead
and im fucked

i dont know what happened
but he died this morning

A gummy bear? I'd grab it and eat it. It's illogical that a gummy bear would be attacking me, though, they are inanimate objects. God, my grandma's right: I do sound like Spock.

<3 Yeah, thats actually a pic from my mom's wedding. Thanks, btw. I like my screen name too. :3

oh kk
awe what happened?

sorry i havent been on just blah days and so

ewe i cant theres milk product in cappacinos

i kno lol ^-^ but i haven't broken it yet so.. im good. :)

i know right, it happens EVERY morning.
and i don't have allergies so it's not like i can be like oh my allergies are bitching.
grrrrr.

You best love me, joking, haha.
BE HAPPY TWINETH I COMMAND THEE!!

i'm good.
i tripped up the stairs.
and i hit my shin in the process.
ha.
you?

yay! hehe

yah me 2. but i'm totally anti violence so if i hav 2 kik something, i kick my walls or my pillow or possibly my gramparent's TV

cool.
i'm in ohio.

Hey, yeah it has been a while, Im okay thanks! You been up to much?

narm

yaaaay for being up unreasonably early!
i hate how i always start sniffling and sneezing when i first wake up and i think i'm sick, but then it goes away after a while.
i can never tell when i'm really sick -_-