I am a very strong Christian =0) I don't believe some of the things that they teach tho. Like I don't really think that there is an eternal Hell. Maybe a place to go for awhile until you can repent. And I don't think it's wrong to be gay. But yeah, I g to church every sunday, pray. all that. and it's cool you liked the youth group thing =0)
I guess I'm kinda paranoid about my closest friend at this new school. SOmetimes I worry she's only using me for my car and help on assignments =0P it's probably unfounded, but I can't hardly help it....
And for Christmas, I didn't really ask for a lot cuz I don't know what I want. My mom might be getting me a book series that I've been wanting. SOme jerlwery and clothes. and thats about it... lol and you?
Umm.... what's your "shame show"? idk if you know the term, cuz my friends and i are the only ones i have ever heard use it. it's a show u are embarrased about watching, but still do if u haven't heard of it =0)
haha thanks =0) it's always family first for me. And I wanna to to Russia, Greece, and anywhere in Europe, as long as Paris is included too. there's an amazing bookstore/ board house there that I wanna work/live in for a couple weeks during summer when I get older.
And my life is pretty mundane right now. excited about that college prep program i was recruited for tho. watching a lot of movies at school before break, writing, reading. I might get to go to the city that has all the good shopping with my mom on christmas eve, so that's exciting. and thats about it..... hbu??
and ur Q... do you ever get paranoid about something? and is so, what is it?
That sucks about ur stepdad. I have issues with a bossy stepmom, I I can empathize =0P but if I could change one thing about my family, I'd have an older brother. I've always wanted one.
If I had a million dollars, I'd probably help pay off bills and debts that my family have. Donate some to people in need, and save enough to send me and my little siblings to college. U?
What are a few places you want to travel to around the world?
haha I know!! I get along with guys better than i do girls, so it's a problem. It sucks a lot. lol I had one good guy friend, but he decided he liked me, then i liked him, but he went out with someone else. so now we hardly ever talk =0P lol and now, guys just tell me they want to "tap that" and stalk me. such luck.
Oh, and I have good news!! based on my grades andother accomplishments, this college prep program wants me!! they go to colleges, and to DC and NYC for FREE field trips!! I'm super excited about it right now =0D
and that sucks about the mold in ur house!! i don't like setting the tree up since my mom left and we didn't do if for a few years, but it's nice to have around.
ok, question time.... umm... if you could make one change to your family, what would it be?
I miss playing childish games with my sister and cousins. lol
And I'm good, thank you =0) FOund out some other kid likes me at school who i don't like bad, so mildly freaking out about that. bored at school. bored at work. we got a christmas tree form the woods yesterday tho, so that was cool. lol hbu?
And if I could change one thing about me, it would be my shyness. I mean, i have virtually no guy friends, cuz i get nervous around them. so, you are one of few. lol U?
ill ask another next time. i'm on lunch, and gonna b late if i don't leave now. lol sorry =0P
umm... i like a guy who's as interested in the relationship as me, who will be there when i need someone to talk to, who occupies his life with better things than drinking and drugs and has ambition... and that took like 10 mins to get down. apparently i didn't know what i wanted as much as i thought i did... not that i have much experience to base any of that off of... lol
and about the food... i don't really cook much... only easy stuff like spaghetti and hamburgerhelper. lol u?