Yeah I know how that is, the part of keeping it from you.
I mean my boyfriend from when I was 16 did that to me, granted it was another girl, but it's a heck of a lot worse when you find out later from someone else.
I was just reading ALL your poems and I gotta say... I really like them. You have tons of potential and I don't think I could write as amazingly as you can.
In some way I can relate to most and that's what I like most about them. You can easily relate to and they show emotion. :)