If u read my about it says I'm a Christian. I go to the Robinson Church of Christ in Robinson Illinois. I do pray. I pray as when I do.(srry if that didn't quite make sence) I know my mom wants me to smile but with the medicine sh'e on, even joking with my sisters is arguing to her. We use to fight a lot, my sisters and me, but before my mom had surgery, we just couldn't stop playing with each other. I know it's medicine, but I want to be able to do thing that my mom likes that we they were wanting us to do before. So my life's kinda out of it at this point. I feel lost and afraid, lonly and week. I don't have any friends where I live, they all live in other states. I only have myself to talk to, so I'm continualy in my room talking to myself. I have emaginary friends from videogames and books, to ones I make up stories to. I do need a friends where I am. I miss having the hangout time. And all that stuff! lol
I have my good and bad days though. Thanks. no one has ever told me that before. I think it'll help keep my spirits up. I'm always down in the dumps latley.
due to cancer? We didn't think my mom would last last year. She had surgery in March then was fine till they found something, but they think it's fluid, aktualy they know it's fluid, and I think it's good for her to still be here. I have 2 younger sisters, one 11 and the other 6. They need her and God alowed my mom to stay. I am very blessed.