i dont come out or talk to anyone for atleast 2 days
if i do, its thropugh my dorr screaming for them to go away 'or i swear i will beat you to a bloody pulp when i decide to come out'
so i dont think i hurt anyone but myself
except for my mom
i know she's really worried about me.
Hey OK this is Mary...the friend of Faye...Um OK so I guess she wrote a blog about me telling all of you this blah blah...I don't know why I trusted her with that stuff...oh yeah...because I thought she was my friend. Her name is Sadie not Faye...I guess she wanted an internet identity...My boyfriend Matthew...he isn't a predator or whatever...i have seen him...not pictures or that shit...but on my web cam...i have one and he has one...and in 5 weeks I'm going to go see him...i didn't chicken out when i was going to run away...he told my sister and she was going to tell my dad...I almost killed him for that.
I wasn't actually planning on getting pregnant...that is a really stupid idea. My friends and I joke about getting preggers and those kinds of things
It wouldnt be that dangerous...at age 12 people were having their 3rd or 4th baby that was a long time ago i know this but still...every womans body is different...Sadie betrayed me...and I am really sorry that I trusted her with anything...I can't believe that she would do that to me.I really thought she was my friend...but I guess I was wrong.I hope that you listen to what I had to say...because it's not like i wasn't going to come back from Matthews....that would be stupid....i didn't say i would stay till someone came to get me...or that I'd wait till i was preggers....those are completely false.
I'm going to go to penn for about a day...and then im coming back..it costs less and i have saved my allowance...duh im getting support from friends...and even from sadie...who isnt my friend anymore. im shocked that she told...and very dissapointed.i can make my own dissions...those of you who think i can't...F.U.C.K. Y.O.U! I am responsible...I can do what ever the fuck I want. It's not your bussiness so stay the fuck out of it. Sadie wasn't supposed to tell.im sad she did...ill get over it...but in the meantime...if she posts something like that again about me...know to stay the fuck away.