whoa....girl, i swear the things you say about yourself, i am that way too. i feel i cant trust ANYONE around me. noone at all, not even my parents. i've kept to myself most of the time, but sooner or later, it'll have to get out there. i dont like talking much about me, cuz i feel noone cares to know, but sometimes i do a little. i dont know, but i know that i am somewhat like you. well, im not like you , but we have some things in common. anyway, thats all i wannted to say. bye ♥ cecilia