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hey... i'm online. ok. messaging you right now. :)

Why havnt you mailed me yet? Lol

Aw than Katie bu it's all too true :/

Oh wow, thank you :) I'm not used to compliments; on my layouts [i]or[/i] my appearance. Thanks.

what do you mean...?????

Thank you!

added on 1,000 Wishes

Haha aww thanx :)
hmm I don't know but I lie Katy Perry a lot now and ofcourse Chistopher Drew

What do to mean by that?!
An of course ;)

Thank you! Wow, your desciption of my poem made me feel special...Thank you!

Ohhhh okay I think I made one a lomgggg time ago and just left it cuz it's confusing and I was too lazy to figure it out haha. I forgot my info for it too lol

Okay I'll send I go you when I'm on my computer later. No I don't hav tumblr. What is it? Lol I hear about it but have no vlie what it is?

Yeah it totally sucks. Hey do you want the layout I made you? I can send the CSS and HTML tomarrow if you want. Man Katie I moss your talks and I'm starting to miss Mibba :/
my summer wa alright. Went to work with my mo a lot :(

Aw thanx Katie. Hope you do good in school.
Here grades 1-5 is elementary school, 6-8 is middle school, and 9-12 is high school. Then of course there is collage/university. I'm in high school and here it's overwhelming. I'm in the top one hundred besT high schools in the country and it's pretty great and miserbale at the same time lol.
How hav you been? How's it all coming along for you?

no problem =]

Lol aw Katie I miss you bunches!!! :/
I'm great. Started school yesterday :)
My Grandpa dies on Saterday though :(
How are you my love? Why new school?!

lol im good and you?

Hey Katie. Sorry it'd been forever :/

"someone said, that if your broken, only the person that broke you can heal you... "
like that quote about how do you can't stop crying if the one that made you cry or something like that...
that is true to a certain extent- if the person that broke you goes back and sincerely apologies and amends are made, then it does help the healing process.
But, there will still be scars and the bad memories no matter what.
ultimately, it is up to the person that got hurt to get up off the ground and move on. we can't just dwell in our pain while waiting for the ones that hurt us to come back and make amends. we have to move forward as our own person, and we can't be dependent on them to make that happen. we can still move forward and heal without them, but the scars will remain nevertheless and it just helps the healing if they are involved in that. and God gives a special healing no person can receive on their own.
"but then say if you were broken, then fixed, but wrongly... so you can never be whole or say if that one part of your soul that you need so bad, you cant get back... and you have the feeling of emptiness forever?"
that, there is truth to. some people can experience things that scar them and break their heart. and after that, their heart will never be the same. it may be healed to an extent, but the scars and cracks on the heart will still be there.
so yes.
But as for the emptiness, every person has that hole inside them, no matter what theyve gone through. people try to fulfill it through things like drinking and sex and friends and hobbies and stuff like that but it only gives temporary fulfillment. unless you have God, you will always be truly empty. God fulfills like no other. it is like a thirst that can never be fully quenched by any earthly thing. and i know that from firsthand experience XP i learned the hard way... i tried so many times to fulfill that part of me... like with guys and hurting people.. and then i finally gave God a real chance and got truly fulfilled.

anyway, does that all make sense?

you made some friends and met some amazing people at this school?? :D THAT IS SO FANTASTIC. that is exactly what you need. my prayers for you have been answered huh? :D *huge hug* i am so happy for you. like you have no idea.
and it is 3:30 a.m right now by the way. it was around 2 a.m and i couldn't sleep and i started thinking of you and then i was like i should check my messages to see if she replied so i did and hello here i am XD