Falling / Comments

-smile- I have pale-ish skin - people don't realise how pale it is until they compare it to their own, I don't *look* very pale, but am - but have dark eyes, strong expressions, and dark, long hair. And happen to be about 6'3". -laugh-
Also I generally act kindof ... out there. Loud. Passionate, I like to think. I get into arguments. Discussions, rather. I do unexpected things. (: It attracts attention. I think I was too quiet for too many years. It exploded in all this ... energy and life.
-smile- Druscilla's words, Druscilla's words. She's certainly talented. Although I have seen much talent on this site, much much talent. 15 months now. -sigh- A long time, multiple lifetimes. Because life is shorter now, have you noticed? In my town, my city - in my - yeah, here, a newly constructed building has an estimated lifetime of 20 years. 20 years! Why bother making things to last if you expect to demolish them in 20 years. That's what we've lost, you know, Kara - we have lost long-distance vision. We are surrounded by buildings and don't see the horizon anymore. We don't think beyond small periods of time. Even twenty years is so long now. Like me - I believe I just stated how many lifetimes 15 months was. Is. Was. -sigh-

I think people like feeling they're giving beyond all they've got, more than they admit.
I know I ... don't, actually, I'll readily admit it.
We need purpose. Like Fight Club preaches, we have no great war and no great depression... :think:
Mmm.

Ahhh that sounds like a lovely environment -beams- I love creative people, artistic people, talented people. Music, media, photography, visual art, drama... I'm a drama kid. -points thumb at chest- And proud of it (: I have muso / arty friends. And we're pretty much the most wonderful and amazing people in the school. -laugh- I sound like such a narcissist, or egoist ... I'm not so bad, I have an inferiority complex in terms of other people, and a superiority complex in terms of life. So the better I think of myself - and I sometimes think of myself very highly - the better I think of others. -smile-
Of course sometimes I see hurt and badness in society, people thinking lower than lowly of themselves, which sinks me down. :/

Hmm..

Anyway.. I don't know what I shall major in, "the plan" was always something like a major in Law and a minor in Psychology or something to do with social work. But now I am becoming entranced by the notion of doing something like... like literature studies, or modern history, or something beautiful and interesting and amazing. Maybe something about drama.
-sigh- I don't know. I think I would enjoy law - I think I would enjoy anything I applied myself to, and succeed at it - but I worry about ... not "wasting", it wouldn't be "wasting". But like I could be living happier in something beautiful. I am a great believer in beauty.
-shrug- I don't know. We live for an eternity, it's a very long time.
And we are very, very young.

-smile- that sounds awesome ^_^
I'm 16 turning 17, so in Year 12 - that's final year here, then on to Uni. Scary stuff. I'm hoping to get into UWA, the top university in the state - in the top 50 around the world, apparently; it's a beautiful campus and does great courses. Our midterm exams are coming up - once they're over we'll get a break, then by November we'll be finishing our final exams.
It's late autumn right now (: Lovely weather, generally. Rain and darkness. Makes me smile, black clouds. Inside the house in comfort, and outside the house soaking wet.
I'm learning to drive though -grin- so the wet roads is a slight concern. But no matter (:

-laugh- My day has significantly improved thus far. Pretty much because of these banana and blueberry pancakes my mum just made ^_^
mmm. I like feeling full not to the brim, just warm. Content. I kindof get hibernation tendencies -grin- you know, just sleep in a cave somewhere. I'd like to hibernate in summer - maybe there's a different word for that - sleep while the sun beats down on the land, wake up when leaves are falling from the trees. autumn.
What country are you in - if you don't mind me asking - America?
And what, if, again, you don't mind me asking, is ASB? (:
And thirdly, if you don't count the queries within questions as questions in themselves, are you in school at the moment, how's that going, etc? (:

-shifty-

Oh, and I'm Ash.
Ashalind, but most people call me Ash. ^_^

Hi Kara (:

My day? Well I live in Australia, right now it's 10:54am, so I guess I should have already experienced a big chunk of day.... but it's Saturday, and I'm not at home, so my waking-up capabilities are significantly affected....
Well, to be honest I got out of bed less than 15 minutes ago.
-smile- But so far the day's been good.

What about you?

-falls into a faint-

Hello ^_^ and you are very welcome (:

lol. It's no prob.
All stories deserve comments, especially if it's good(yours was).

Your most welcome ^^
I'm Angélique by the way!
Nice too meet you
xo

I was in the forums and noticed your user name 'falling' i just thought i'd tell you it was cool coz it sounded simple unlike all the others with 'Xx----xX"