Oh so many thoughts rushing threw my head! None of them i can trust fully to go with. If only one stuck out more then the other, then i wouldnt be so confused about what i should do. If he wouldnt have done this i know things would be okay. I was just begining to feel again, matter of fact feel happy again. But noooo he doesnt have the fucking guts to even try. I mean what did he have to loose. I...