It might just be your screen resolution; try brightening your screen. It's the standard gray that comes on Mibba and looks fine on my computer. I haven't had any complaints that it's too dark.
Okay, I'll try and unconfuse you:
Gerard never said he was attracted to Mikey, he was recalling how when Mikey was bullied, Gerard comforted him by saying that the bullies were just confused because Mikey looked so beautiful that the bullies were attracted to him but couldn't understand the fact that they were attracted to a dude so they took it out on Mikey.
And if Mikey had just told him the same then it would be totally out of character, unrealistic and make for a short and shitty story. This is only in the beginning stages, there is so much more planned for this story, so that would pretty much have been a copout and ruined it.
Thank for your comment anyway, I hope you're less confused now?
i know but im thinking of placing another story on there maybe a shorter on that's less than the one i was going 2 put up it had 359 pages i need to put a shorter on on...patience little vampire hoe...lol