January 25th, 2008 at 04:08am
the update was all real, except i didnt know those songs existed when that happened.
it was based on the first time i was dumped and a guy fell out of love with me. it was the most raw and painful life had ever felt...
*HUGS X 4*
it's like... addicting to feel like that.
mabe it's because the song "My List" is incredibly sad and heartfelt, and it was stuck in my head anyway, it made the chapter make sense on the first try.
love is a very painful thing, made ever worse by the fact that it seems impossible to last forever.
i'm re-thinking making this story a happy ending.
maybe it'd be better left on a sad note...
but do you think that would sell? i mean, i'm afriad of letting my english teacher read it, for fear it is too graphic (i'd eliminate the scene that introduced demon/chris, of course) and just stupid once i print it out and let someone other than teenagers read it...
*sigh*
ya know, i think we both need hairdryers.
why?
to get rid of these damn rainclouds that seem to be attached to our heads.