I am seriously tired of all this crap. I just want to be happy. But the thing is that will never happen... All I want to do is find someone, I am tired of looking around and seeing people happy all around me. it's driving me crazy... I hate it with a passion. but its w.e. All i need is for my sister to talk to me... cause i have a feeling that i will do something bad to myself... but yeah. All I...

5/28/10Yeah this is how my day ended up from hell to hell and back. It was lovely... not. It has been 5 months since Jimmy's death and whenever the 28th comes around something happens. Friday i had a geometry exam and i failed that and i got into a fight with someone i care about and i see him, i feel him, but i cant hold him. I wish i could see him again and say how he inspired me. And how much...