Miss Tyranny / Comments

See, I have a really bad temper. I'm a lot like my mom, I'm actually supposed to go get tested for BiPolar disorder at some time soon.
I'm the artist who'll kick your ass if you get in my way, according to people at my school. I'll be walking down the hall and everyone parts like the Red Sea when I walk through. It's crazy.

See, one of my new friends is the best friend I've ever had, and she actually gets me, and I get her. We joke that we're clones, but they scrambled up the DNA a little so we look different. :>
But my friends at my school (she goes to our town's in-city school, I'm with the country bumpkins, since I'm on the edge of town) don't get me at all. To them I'm just the weird bitch with oddly colored hair who likes to paint, and people who don't know me in the least are all terrified of me.
I don't seem too scary, do I?

not muchh, u.?

I'm sorry.
I don't do it intentionally...honestly, I don't.
I know. It would help.
But I just can't do it...

Hey there, thanks for the journal comment, since I'm being polite today.
It's stupid really. I had the most amazing friends in middle school, but once we got to high school last year, that clique mindframe got to two of them. One is now telling everyone that I'm a lesbian, even though I'm one of the straightest girls I know, and the other one keeps telling our teachers and guidance counelors that I need help. My other friend moved to Florida, he was my best friend in the world, and I'll never see him again.
But like, I tried making new friends, where they all think I'm this badass, hardcore chick with a superiority complex. I'm really one of the nicest people I know, honestly.

Oh.
Speaking of grades, I am very pissed off.
I like to be an over-achiever--sue me.
So, I have ALL A's....except for a B+ in Art.
I am extremely pissed. XD

Ohhh. That sucks, hon.
Why not?

I just got back from the mall! xD
Bought nothing, though. Sadly. *Sniffle*
Why you mad?

ha.! hello !!

Haha. Really?
I've had a bank account since I was like, five. [:
My dad put a shitload of money in it, seeing as I was only five. Lol
Uhm...yeah.
My mom won't let us go shopping. Dx

I think I have like twenty bucks.
Everything is in my bank account, which I'm not allowed to take money out from.
It's supposed to be for a car or something. XD

9:40. Lol.
I meant tomorrow...but yeahhh. Haha. XD

Yeah...I know. I should. [:

We'll see, I suppose. Haha. xD

Hmm...but anywho, I'm super bored and want to go SHOPPINGGGG!!!!

About Lucas?

*Sigh* Okay, so the a few days go, like Monday-ish, he told me, "Well, I'd say hi to you but then you'd say hi and then it'd just be really awkward. I'm very shy."

Well, he smokes pot and cigarettes. Drinks. Parties.

Yeah, I know. But Lucas doesn't talk to me in person, remember? He's "shy."

No.

He said hi. I said hi. He said what's up. I said nothing, hbu. he said chillen with frank (aka his drug buddy). And i never replied after that...

He started talking to me...on Facebook.

And, sadly, the feelings never went away....

Why the FUCK does this shit always happen to me???!!!!

That's true...

Omigod. My busdriver ran over a puppy today! He killed me! Holy fucking shit! THe dog was still in its driveway too! And he ran it over!!! WTF?! It was so sad. The little kids were bawling their fucking eyes out. I cried too. It was so sad.... DX

Nevermind.

They're together. I saw him hug her before my fifth hour today.

What hurts, is that she was worth fighting for. And I wasn't.

Okay, so remmeber when I said that he had a new girlfriend?

Apparently, they weren't "dating." They were at that awkward phase before dating, the same place where Austin and I were before he started being a fucking dickhead.

So, anyhow, on FB today, she wrote, "I'm done trying to make it work with you."

Obviously, it's about him. And obviously, he's doing the same thing to her that he did to me.

What a fucking loser.