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that blogtv thing suuuuuucked.
i couldn't see anything after like, two minutes of me saying thanks to you and Kat saying wb.
like, it was completely frozen. i don't even know if what i was saying sent.
and msn doesn't work on here but no one was paying attention to chat ]:

i'm back, but i don't have msn on this computer. ]:
are you on ?

i wish you could've stayed on ];

Jaaack, that made my day<33
like. honestly<3
i miss / love you tooooooooooo ! <3

this week is going to be horrible, then. ]:
it's boring when you're not on after only, like, an hour.
but you're going to be gone a lot. ]:
and i have work Wednesday, Friday, and Saturday this week.
and Thursday is when i find out my grades, so..

today sucked but we actually got to talk. not much. but it was better than not at all.
i don't want to not talk to you for like, days. D';
plus, i already miss you. but i hate when you stay up for hours and get like, no sleep just because of me.

i wish we lived closer together. ]:

awwwwww ]; that suuucks.
what time does college go til ? like, what time - what time ?
Wednesday i get out at noon, so five your time.
i work at three, but like, if you're on, then we could at least talk for two ish hours.
i miss you ]:

<3333

i commented your poems. i was going to last night but i don't think i would've been able to comprehend what i was reading, lol.

but yeah. i'm really bored.
i like, re-did my profile and whatnot. i'm bad with that stuff, so it took me forever to find out just how to get the comments block thing to go away.
like, it took almost an hour just to make it how it is now, ahaha.
and it's like, really boring. but i'm too lazy to do anything else with it.

i also put up a new picture.
well like, my avatar. and now default picture.
so.
: D yeah.

you should come online. Kat's on, so you should be, too. [:

i lovee you tooooooo<33

really ? : D !!!!

i actually feel okay today. it took me two hours to actually get up, but.
it's much better than the last time, ahaha. my back and legs just hurt D;
but like, noootthiingg compared to before. i'm just like, blah.

JC AND I
ARE ON THE PHONE.
SHE
IS
SO
CUTE.

AND I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL TOMORROW NIGHT. <333!

ME AND KAT ARE ON THE PHONE
AND TALKING ABOUT YOU [:
YOU SHOULD COME ONLINE RIGHT NOOOW.

btw,
we're getting drunk/shit tomorrow too<3
ahahahah
AND WE'LL DRUNK DIAL EACH OTHER<33

Psh, I'm no player.
I just like my boys...and girls. ;D
I LIKE TO HAVE MY OPTIONS OPEN, OK?
I'm so happy you're happy! :D

hiiii (:

PIP PIP
CHERIO!
ELLO POPPIT!

GUESS WHO'S A GOOD MOOD AGAIN?
GUESS MADE IT ALL BETTER?
A BOY. WOOTWOOT.
YES.

Okay. I love you.
Bye~

me toooooooooo ];
like, when i sign onto msn, honestly you're the first one i look for to see if you're on ahah
awww<3

ahahaha that's awesome :D cider likee, nnamed Jacq's.
i just misspelled my own name like 10000 times ahaha idk hoooww

i sooo wiishh we could get each others numbers ]:<
stupid, living in diferent places..ness ];

this is short. so i'll make it semi-longer. how did we meet ? lol, i was just randomly wondering that. i forget like, how we did. i know we met on chat but like, MSN and stuff ? lol
i'm happy we did though. <333

i'm gonna be annoying and comment you again. don't read this if you don't want to, it'll have nothing even relatively important in it. |: i'll [b]bold[/b] the somewhat interesting things though.

soo.
it's 9:52. i've been bored all day and in a good mood, until now. i'm like, in a horrible mood. idk why.
i feel better like in the whole not being sick kinda way. but i feel like mildly depressed. not to that extreme but you know what i mean, lol

i'm also extremely pathetic to the point where like
i can't, NOT talk to you.
[b]and that's not supposed to be offensive to you ;P[/b] it's just like idkkk ]:< i'm so fucking bored when you're not on.
and i feel like that's weird ? |: is it ?

do i annoy you ? like, aside from these obnoxiously long, pointless comments, loll. just in general. i feel like i get on everyone's nerves but i care more about if i annoy you than anyone else.

Jaaaccckkk i'm so blaaahhh D;
idk what it is ]:

it's 9:57. we haven't talked aaaalll day ]: i miss youuuu. a lot.

so i'm done. byeee<3

i miss you ]:

get on toniiighhhtttt !!! tomorrow, yeah, i'll be home.. like an hour or two after you get back.
dude fucking work. pretty much everyone i work with was like,
"OHAI. ARE YOU SICK ? YOU LOOK LIKE SHIT. " i was like D:< thanks. i love knowing how shitty i look ahaha.
it really sucked. but like, idk.

i haven't eaten all day. i can't. ]:< i think it's like a mix of me just drinking toooo fast and my period, and still being kinda sick.
i've neveeeerrrrr gotten this sick from drinking. i think it's just because of all ^ that.

but yeah. i'm like ready to kill someone. this lady was SCREAMING at me because this WIC thing, too hard to explain but like it's foodstamps you can only get EXACTLY what the paper says.
and it HAS to be storebrand. she got everything NOT storebrand and she's like
"NO NO YOU CAN GET THIS " i was like no, fuck you, you're wrong, i'm right, I FUCKING WORK HERE i would know D:<
they let me leave early because they thought something was wrong, ahah. i left at 5 i wa suspposed to at 6 so <3

i miss youuuuu.
i'm listening to Fresh Air<3

Jaaaaaccccccckkkkkkkkkkkk
ohmygoooddddddd
it's 9:40 now i woek up like 10 miutes ago i'm talking to Jilly on chat
and
dude
]; my fucking headdd and everythinggg lol
and ihave to leave for work in two hours an i'm not ready AT ALL
my like everthig huuuurrrrttts
and i had to like get up so many fucking times because i kept getting sick ];<
buuuuuuuuuuuut
last nigth was still worth it <3 i wish you were onn i'm going in like 20 minutes t get ready ]:
<33333333333

i just realized i never replied to that o;
sorryyy ];

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