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Well, I was at school. I only have four classes and we had a half day today, so I'm home now. I'm usually home around 12.
I do wish he had kept his shoulder length hair! It was so....hot. He looked good with it. Those were the better days, back when he had long hair. I'm not really listening to them so much now. I don't know why. Their old stuff is really good.

Because I was mean and forgot to comment? *looks cute*

I know...most pictures of him [i]are[/i] cute. Some are hot. lol

The one about the cookie? Yeah, it's really funny. He looks.....eyeless. Because his eyes are all scrunched up and stuff.

haha, yeah ^^

Wow! we're pretty much alike then! I've also been raised to not judge and I think I'm pretty good at that too... I'm sure that my mom would be ok with it if I was gay... but I'm not; or at least I don't think I am... I'm not comepletly sure either... o.O ^^

yeah, excactly... it's so stupid to judge people after their sexuality, it's so fucking stupid...

Yeah- I know [i]exactly[/i] what you mean! Talking to guys is really difficult- especially if I like them. I'm not really confident enough to just hold a conversation with a guy that I like. If I do like someone, and we're holding a conversation, the only words I can say without screwing them up are 'yeah' 'um-hm' 'I know' and a few other one or two word phrases. And then I can just hear them thinking, 'God, she's a loser- she can't even talk to me!'

I hate having to repeat myself. And if I'm nervous, I stutter a little. I'm better than I used to be about the shyness now. Because now, I don't really care what people think about me and if I want to talk or I feel the need to say something, I just say it. Last year in Speech class, we had to present a million speeches in front of the class, and once was in front of an auditorium full of my classmates! So doing all that helped me alot in the talking thing. It takes a lot of confidence and guts to do stuff like that.

ahaha okay... ^^

i no its like u wake up and start writing done more stuff
thts y i like dreamin it
gives me ideas
lol
x

Ha- I'm really shy and quiet too. Strangers scare me. *hides behind mommy*
Not really, I'm kidding. It just takes a while for me to open up to you. Like, when I started work, everyone joked about me being so quiet so much (they weren't mean about it) that after a few days, I felt really comfortable with them. So now, when I say something, they're not like 'You talk?!?!?".

cool :P

Me neither, which is surprising. I figured at least one person would diss one of my many stories. But no one has yet. I guess they like them.
But it's kind of like that at school too. No one really insults me or talks shit about me. I've never had a rumor going around about me. I don't know exactly why that is, but I don't care. As long as my name isn't in the rumor mill, I'm good. lol.

lol
yeh
u get reli inspired in tuff situations lol
yeh me too. im so used to makin them up in my head. ive actually started dreamin them too
its weird lol
x hows u x

He sounds cool ;]
What are you up to?

Yeah... ahaha, cool ^^

I write my fan-fiction almost constantly. Sometimes when I'm so busy, if I stop and update, it seems to slow my whole day down a little bit. I love knowing that someone is reading my stuff and liking it, which is a sweet experiance. Since I hope to be a writer someday, this is a good way to deal with people that like/ don't like my stuff and writer's block lol. Sometimes I get that with one story, and it sucks a whole lot lol.

:( but I wuv beautiful

My god, that is [i]so[/i] similar to my situation that it's freaky!
In middle school, this guy Tim was in love with me. No lie. I didn't like him back though. But over the summer, he found me on myspace and we started talking, then texting. Even though his girlfriend (who is more of a dictator than g/f) hated that we talked. We got really close, and I could talk to him about everything and nothing. After school started, we hooked up once.
And I realized, I kind of love him back. He told me he was still in love with me too. But his girlfriend...she didn't find out about us hooking up but she made him stop talking to me. It worked for a while. Then one day, I got a text from him. A few days ago, he said that his g/f was really mad so we stopped. I don't like not being able to talk to him when I want but he isn't strong enough to stand up to her I guess.
Cutting is something that always haunts me when I'm upset or depressed, and I always force myself to stop. But it's really hard. Sometimes I write instead of cutting, just to keep from doing that.
Now, I think that if he ever texts me, I won't answer. It's too hard when I get used to talking to him a lot and then he goes away again. I don't like that very much. People can't just jerk me around like that.