Oli, don't get like this. I'm tired of everytime something happens that you get like this. Do you know that one of my family members can't speak and acts like he had autism? I wasn't allowed to see him while he still acted normal. I didn't act like this! But yet you freak out everytime. I'm kind of tired of it. Call me cruel. Call me whatever you want.
Look, Oliver, I know you guys are my friends, but I feel like pen, pencils, paper, and the computer are the only ones who want me around because they're the only things that don't get mad at me for something I didn't want to happen. And just because you say you won't give me secrets, doesn't mean you'll keep true to that. I've learned a lot of people don't keep their promises to me because they think I've forgot about it.
i read your poem first, and i have to say that even though i'm three years older i feel the same. you see my first love, my first everything well I met him when I was 13 and you know? if i could go back and redo it all i would because when your young and vulnereble like that its horrific. well he was truly amazing and i gave him EVERYTHING if you know what i mean, and then a week after he dumped me for a friend. we were together three years, those three years that i thought i knew it all, had the world, felt like i meant something to someone and had it all torn down for nothing..... well i'm ranting lol but i just wanted you to know that your not alone, and take it from someone whose been there, there will be other wonderful times with lovers but not hardly enough times with the innocence and self love you are or should be discovering now. thats all, not a sermon just a thought lol ;]
do you like poptarts?